bloggy=)

2006-04-14T19:05:00.000-07:00

boo!
man. i tink i dunwan to blog summore ah.
like malas.
ehehe.
i leave the blog to rot okok?
=)

tata

2006-04-11T18:29:00.000-07:00

yesterday.

i wana write bout yesterday.

a day dat eat up so much of my ezlink.
tsk.

niwae,
i dun like the going mrt journey.
so the sickening sia this one woman.
tsk.

k.. was supposed to meet khadijah at Tampines Interchange.
but she was still waiting for her bus when i arrived...
so ok..
i went to Tampines Regional Library...
hehehe
first time u noe i go library alone.
like cool gitu.
=)
i wana do that again ah. haha.
when the lib is empty, of course.

lucky i went to the library.
her bus was so late.
i spend almost an hour in the library.
=S.
but cool ah duduk sorang sorang. hehe
then she came.

then we went to Century cos i had craving for the OCK sotong.
hehehe..

so..
we went all teh way to Temasek poly to settle my documents.

so ok... everything else is settled except for my medic report thingy...
but i retrieved back my sis's official letter,
heehehe
photocopied copy of course.
original copy, im still wondering where it is.

niwae...
we went back to Tamp Interchange since the bus from Tp dun go pasir ris.
den we bought apple pie and apple dippers.
hehe
dun blame us lah.
it was oredy 2pm like tat. lunch time u noe
but we didnt hav lunch ah. yet.=)

then ok...
in our home clothes, we went tO her Siglap Secondary School.
we took a bus there.
then the bus drove pass my new house.
like cannot bliv im gonna shift.
even khadijah cant bliv ah.
she was too happy.
hahaha..
cos she agreed we can go sneak out at night eat ice cream. since her house not far away from my new house.
oh.. how cute.=)

niwae.. reached her school.
i felt like a visitor.
im am a visitor la haha...
k niwae

khadijah tried finding her art tcher so that they could open up the art room
then her art tchers went out for course...
so its like w/o art tcher, we cant enter, we cant get her canvas [Nlevel painting]
so...
wasted ah.

we met her form tcher tho.
she was friendly and nice.
then i joked to her tcher '' cher, u dunwan to scold khadijah ah? she nvr come sch.. hehe''
then her cher was like '' yah.. MC?''
then khadijah was like '' hehehe..at home''
her cher was nice.

after that wasted trip to her sch,
we went to white sands and had lunch.
at magic wok.
haha
not that nice ah.
i mean the food.
my food.
my pineapple rice got this sweet thing [taste like the sweet chicken floss on the pizza at the pizza hut that time]
it was all over the rice...
then end up i ate 1/3 onli.
only 1/3 of the rice was 'uncontaminated' by the sweet ingredient.

k den
we walk all teh way to pasir ris park.
since i want to sit down sumwhere.
then on the way to the park,
i did 'sumting' ah..
sumting funny,
then there was actually a cyclist behind us.
err....
=S

hehe..
den after sitting at the park,
went home lor...

thats all for yesterday.

k. today

weee~
im going khadijah's house today
to help her paint her Nlevel painting..
her painting, me yg exxcited. hehehe

niwae..
my dad, being so angelic,
agreed to drive me all the way to khadijah's house. since he on his way to work also.
YEAY.
love my bapak.
hehehe.
i wont hav to withstand the dreadful 1 and a half hour journey in the mrt today.=D

n yah.
cos i can go out of my house late, i cant take my own sweet time to kemas house too. wee~
=)

k ah.
i wana kemas. boiboi~

2006-04-09T02:19:00.000-07:00

the date and timing of the blog is all screwed up.

k so..

on Saturday, 9th of April 2006.
Evergreen Sec has its Honours Day Celebration.

haha so formal.
niwae i was there lah ok.
not to see the prizewinners,
to c my batik ah..
aww..
rindu my batik ah.

k i just post pictures of batiks first alrite.

me n sarah against my batik.

sarah.shariman.khairul.me.
me n sarah. at her batik. hehe. 'the window'

khairul with his batik.

me n khairul at shariman's batik.

teachers!

steph with our art tcher, ms pushpa.=)

the all time favourite, Mdm K7.

steph.mr viknesh.mr ratish. mrs karen tan.
us with mr clememt lee. haha
with our favourite humans tcher! mdm aida.=)
n last but not least, us with mdm juliana. hehe

me with kame.=)

oh i love standing bside her n feeling short. hehe. me n wati.
where's mas? =(. haha

k tat was all for the day.

i 'accidentally' met mr dude again that night haha. funny ah. 2 times oredy happen.

k tats all. tata

2006-04-05T02:58:00.000-07:00

BEACH OUTING sucks big time.

hehehe kidding lah.

on 4th april 2006.
a group of my friends and i wen to SENTOSA to Pahlawan beach...
weeeeeee~

so the bloody FUN. n NICE. n MEMORABLE. n UNFORGETTABLE. n other nice vocab word.

ok so... first first.

went to Itik house with mas and khalis.
suppose to help prepare the picnic bread and all
but then sarah's mom, being so angelic prepared the food for us, including cooking macaroni.
like woah?
so we were like..''' k so we come for wad?''.
hehehe.
guys being guys, khalis played playstation.
mas n me being bored, watched ''date movie'' which was soooooooo the mrepek ah.
haha
k.
1 plus, near 2, we all went down...
went to NTUC bought some drinks.
then while waiting for affiq, talk crap.
then mr dude did the bapok-walking for us... haha. ape ape an aje.
then affiq came.

k took 963...
so long sia the bus journey.
affiq could tell one whole grandmother story during the journey.
hahaha nolah, he talk about camp, his camp sounds fun ah.

then took a shuttle bus to sentosa.

so... we took pictures.
at the pondok....
it was raining heavily man.
lucky there was shelter lah.

mas.me.khalis.sarah.

ermmm... no comments ah okae.=)

GIRLFRIENDS!=D

solo pictures.

at the beach...
haha we were very funny at the beach ah. especially mas ah.
went chasing me down the beach cos i sakat her.... hehheehhe

candid.

teaching them how to do the 'ACT CUTE' pose.

and so...the ACT CUTE pose.

by the beach.

awww. the cute bollywood couple. main catching kat pokok kelape u. hehe

hmm. why did i do that face. niwae this pic is cute haha.

at the rocks at the end of the beach...
awwww.... it was soo nice

the rocks are cool uh. =D

fiq n khalis.

the girls. =D

candid.=)

tarzan n jane. haha.

k then a couple of our friends joined us.
Hafiz.Firdaus.Syakir.

k niwae...
while we girls were having some beach fun far away from the guys, we could see that they were teasing some of these mat saleh boys aged like 7-8 yrs old.
guess wad the mat saleh boys were doing.
they were FLASHERS u noe.
man..

but niwae, those mat saleh boys wore their pants back oredy.
err.. haha.
then me n sarah n mas approached them so that we could take pic with them. they look cute lah.
then guess wad,
when we came to them...
they went ''HELLO LADIES!!'' ...
then they undo their pants. then shake their pantats.
kau, terperanjat seh kitorang.
=/
funny ah these kids. *shakes head*

so we went to sit around at the playground too.

from left to right. hafiz. khalis. ados. syakir. fiq.

k so we made affiq a mer-man.
HAHA.
jambu seh affiq.
hahaha!

the process.

the outcome. a merman who fell in love with SPIDERMAN. haha

then.. yeah 6.50 plus..
there was the SUNSET.
beautiful sia.
so picturisque.

the guys.

us girls.

the whole bunch of us.

hehehe...

then after that we went to cross the BIG BIG bridge hehe..
very nice.
abit scary for me lah. hoho.. but yeah it turned out okae.
so we went on top of the ermm.... the hut? i duno how to call it.
the structure lah.
we went up n sat.

played this '' where is that'' game..
which syakir lost.
firdaus almost lost.. haha but he was so frustrated that he won.
i mean, he thought about it like mad sia.
funny ah these people.
MUAHAHAHAH.
n yah
me khalis mas sarah ...
we were like tired oredy waiting for these people to guess the trick of the game.
but we enjoyed seeing them frustrated haha
at least i did
hehe.
n affiq almost gave up.
he was sooo frustrated oredy sia haha that he wanted to play another game.but he didnt loose.
n yah, syakir still owe us a forfeit. remember? =D

than okae.
we went down. crossed the bridge. went to the main island.
then everybody went into the toilet.
i wanted too, bt then mas said the toilet got cicak.
man...

so i waited outside.
so it was dark.. n so many trees. n senyap.
i waited alone.
=(
cannot describe ah.
i felt like calling somebody sia... but my handphone was with mr dude. how GREAT.
wad a nice timing to not hav my phone with me.
-_-"
cos.. after a couple walked pass me, there was no other soul.
like deserted sia.
tsk.
i hated those 5 minutes.
haha.
then they went out of the toilet [which i felt, took forever, haha]
den okay liao. hehe

waited at the bus-stop.

took a bus to harbourfront and went home after taking 963 n 913...
while others could still stargaze, i had a curfew to bear in mind.-_-"
i still wonder u noe, why is this curfew given to me.. '' be back by ten''
last time, go back 11 oso okae, as long as i called.
i jus dun geddit ah.
tsk.

k niwae...
i love u guys man.
khalis.mas.sarah.affiq.ados.hafiz.syakir.
realli made my day yesterday.
such an AWESOME trip to Sentosa.
u guys are the best.
hehe!

sayang u ppl byk byk!
=)

2006-04-03T16:51:00.000-07:00

ello.
im in love.
with a song.

hehehe. sry mr dude.
ehehe... in love ngan awak tu mmg slalu dun worry.=P
huahua..

niwae the song is 'serasi' by ajai n nurul.

eh meaningful tau.
awww...

the introduction lah.. make me cair.. hehehe=)

k boiboi.

oh.morning.=D

2006-04-03T04:19:00.000-07:00

ello.
=)

jus nw i slept for quite long.. hoho
but before that,

i went to coswae point with sarah to collect my medic report,
thankiew sarah!
den kan...
as we went down the escalator,
i saw ados,
with two other guys i didnt recognise [they were facing another direction]
then sarah pointed out to me one of them was mr dude.
then i denied at first ah, cos look so different.
then i gave a second glance then..
he turned around.
how am i supposed to know he got a haircut?
hahaha
the thing is kan,
he turned around bcus he could recognise it was me by a 'certain way'.
hahaha....
really surprising ah 'the way'.
n surprising to see him there too.
n man.
im surprised to see syakir.
he wad? challenging with me to keep long fringe ke? hehehe...
niwae his fringe longer seh.
go hav haircut la syakir.. huahuahua.......
cam mamat rock ah.=P

k so niwae i met mr dude a little later
wen i used comp at 'zap it' which was actually wasting my forty-cents cos i could simply call the person. haha..
nehmind la the forty cents.

ouhk..
then thankiew mr dude for temaning me buy envelope n the wasted trip to civic center cos the Q was sooooo damn long.hehehe.
'' how was i to know.... lala'' hehehehe........
then just bought stamp at 711.
then mailed my medic report.

k den had a grocery shopping trip at colds storage.
sikit je barang hehe.
ok sarah remember i owe u three bucks.=)

ouh then wanted to do the EZ-link thing but they[the system etc] not yet ready or something.
ksian kite.. =(.

k so then... went to library with mr dude to find books on... haha i shall not say.
later mr dude malu ah kot? hehe
but yah mr dude, dun destroy __ ______ on that day okay.
=)
if hanco, siap awak.*grins*

k den i was sleepy.
i teman him eat since he was hungry.. then i took a bus home.
afterwhich i called khadijah for awhile n boomed to sleep 5 minutes later.
=D

ngantuk seh.

n u noe wad.
i havents had my lunch but i dun feel so hungry ah.
but u noe wad.
if i dun eat at night, as in, if i dun eat ALOT to compensate for my skipped lunch, my stomach will act funnily.
hahaha.

k i cant wait for tomorrow.
n then mr dude will tell me the episode with his makciks. arrgggh i wana know.
this guy eh, ask me wait long long. tsk.
ehehe....

=)
k ah

actually im blogging cos i dunwan go out.
as in, i want to stay in my rm. dun wana go out to the hall.
cos i dunwan face my sis n mom, especially my sis cos im in hot soup.
hot soup.
dead meat.
apapela
im in trouble.
it cant be solved ah.
=(

k ah boiboi.

2006-03-31T18:49:00.000-08:00

elo.
k now is the time to update.
since im bored at home.
im going out today, meet my sister [khadijah].. haha im used to addressing her that.

k so...
first n foremost,taggers, thx for tagging.
thx alot alot.
hehe

i reply here ok people.=)
from oldest to latest.

sha.
:: hey ive seen ur blog. nice cat picture haha.
oh n niwae... ur cat drawing, u wait long long ah... haha try drawing one lah sha. sure can one.=D
k ill link u soon.=)

mas.
:: eh dun maki maki in my blog ah. HAHAHAH. as if i dun. kidding oni ah. mas, u funny la say bad word.. hehe.. n u n ur man-made chocs.. tak senonoh. =S haha

fasha.
:: yesssss. finally kan Fasha. like wah finally. wee~ u duno how thrilled i was. very very.=D

lynnlynn.
:: alooooooooooo. thx for dropping by. hehe. miss u too man. biler nak jumpe ni? haha.=P

steph.
:: cai___ hehehe. i noe.=D. missssssssss u too man beb=) hehe.

fique.
:: riiiiiiiiiiight. as if u never scream fiq. u scream teh LOUDEST. hahaha. kidding la=)

wana.
:: elooooooooooooooo dearie. so nice of you to drop by=) take care wana.

2006-03-29T17:44:00.000-08:00

now that red box would be empty.
i cant meddle with that silvery thingy on my finger anymore.
=(

2006-03-28T17:29:00.000-08:00

hey.
i feel like putting my poem here..
hehe
so much for my ''malas wana update''..

stakat copy paste je.
i came across this poem in notepad.
i wonder when i wrote it.. around last year i think.

niwae.. here it is.

i had been thinking bout you,
almost always,
for as long as this heart could hold.

putting bits n pieces,
back together,
the memories unfold.

awake in the night,
gaze at the stars,
so beautiful.

jus like you,
so far yet so near,
you warm my soul.

aww..
hehe.
its for u lah mr dude=)

boiboi bloggy~

2006-03-28T15:40:00.000-08:00

boo!

ello.
haiyoo... i feel so malas wana update my blog ah.
wahaha...
i think i wana update like.. once a week or once in two wks je ah okae.
=)
im a busy working woman u noe.nyahahahaha.

k ah boiboi.

2006-03-24T16:56:00.000-08:00

ello ello.

i no work today. muahahaha.
i thought i had.
haha.
lucky mas n sarah told me yesterday.
if not, i'd be waiting at the platform cam orang bodo. haha

k niwae,
work was getting more n more fun as days pass by.
k niwae
yesterday, work was very funny.

i had to do the camera-thingy.
so ok.. take picture of people.
then there was this very funny people whose reaction on the camera when i counted to '3', was just so...
goddamn FUNNY la.
luckily there was a CPU to hide my face.
i was practically laughing because i couldnt control it any longer ah.
but hey, i didnt mean to laugh ah.
i noe its bad.
even Sarah laughed the moment she saw it. she more worst ah. haha..
and the thing is,
there were two person with the same reaction.
-_-".
man.

k..
there were things that only sarah and i laugh at ah.
haha.. cant say la. its suppose to be confidential.supposed to be. muahahaha.

n yah..
i saw my old friends.
my memory not bad ah. can remember their names..
got.. Jasmine...Mahir, whom i met the mom oso, and the mom recognises me, awww means i dun chg since pri sch, haha... k there was another prisch mate Khairul, who looks almost chinese, even mas thought he was chinese mixed...

k niwae mas n sarah had a great time 'pleasing their eyes'
haha...
dey cuci mate je 24 hrs..
hehe
nolah we work 8 hrs..
ok so they cuci mate 8 hrs haha...

mas saw a clone of ______. haha happy je tu.
n sarah got choices of guys with the same name like ________.
haha cept for one of the guy got 'noor' in front of his name. haha sedih sarah.

n yah, both of them got a thing for this 'matthew' guy.
because they told me he got this accent like mat saleh.
*shakes head*
ape la nak jadi ngan budak due ekor ni..
haha padehal im younger than them=P

n me, i was happy just finding mr dude's photo in the computer database.hehe=)

k so yah.
tats about it for work.

man, i miss my mr dude.
=(

klah boiboi~

2006-03-23T03:05:00.000-08:00

happy.

hey bloggy.
this few days im busy with work.

but im updating now.

k im happy nowadays. haha. cept for some tiny little irritating moments that my animal friends should know. haha

k first.
i got into BIOMEDIAL SCIENCE.AT tEMASEK pOLYTECHNIC.
i tink my first sister was the most excited to hear the news.
i was happy lah cos its a successful appeal.
i was half half expecting it ah.
cos my friend scare me by saying only better students can get into the course.
oh.
im a 'better student' WAHAHAHA.
ape je=P

then ok.
my aunts and grandparents had a 4 days 3 night stay over at my house. they were very funny lah.
they're from Malaysia.
i teased them alot.. especially about something really personal that will leave them laughing n laughing wahaha.
now they're back in M'sia ah. kinda miss them.
o ya.
one of my aunts made me paiseh in front of my datuk.
tapi dunwan elaborate ah. haha
malu tau gue.=S

k so khadijah told me great news.
she thanked me for my help for her art.
she sounded happy ah.
then she said her tcher said her art is a predicted A1 cos its Olevel standard.
[she's taking N levels]
hehehehe.....
i think i was more happy than her?
hahaha
cos she appreciate what i teach ah. so like feel so nice.
hehe.

n yeah.
the most happy thing.
was that..
i went out with mr dude, that time.
wee.. get to meet dearie.=)
haha
no nid elaborate la.
but niwae,
i had some wonderful surprises that was unexpected lah.
i couldnt thk him enough.
so nice and sweet and thoughtful and ''wadeva-other-nice-vocabulary''
niwae, thank you mr dude,
awak is such a nice guy.=)

so ok..
for now
only me and my sis left at home
my parents go balik kampong..
argh.
i want my mom's cooking hehehe...
im so used to having cooked food at home.
ala...=(
nehmind. tmr they come back.=)

this entry is quite long.
k lah.

boiboi bloggy~

2006-03-20T19:46:00.001-08:00

oh hi.
im here to reply tags yeah.
sry for replying late. i dun go bloggin nowadays.=
oldest tag to latest tag>

to fir:
tak baik ah pakcik, laugh at me sbab teddy bear compartment.
not i buy. one bear my sis buy. another is my dad buy. bla bla bla... hehe=P

to waNawaCky:
haha nolah wana... i shift lama lagi...[actually lamer giler kene tunggu.] signing documents time... renovation time... it takes time. hehehe. dun sad lah dearie. hehe=)

to Fique-O:
haha i use paint n photoimpression to come up with that houseplan.
haha tak artistic pun.=P

to Fasha:
eh ok pe bears are cute. can hug hug. hehe.. ala 6_ _ plus is elias right? my family like the other side of pasir ris ah.. u noe, teh DTE side.. hehe takpe. masih pasir ris. senang jumpe =D
ouh yah. the new house. abit funny. byk rooms. got one extra funny room. that room i gona convince my mom to pecahkan. tats the hall man. hehe=)

to Stephy:
oi singapore 647km square je lah beb. u hop hop abit then near oredy hehe... dun worry la we can travel mah. miss u too!!!
*winks*. =)

to ThePoet:
u and ur money-minded thoughts. hahaha kidding. aku takle taruk kat dinding pun ah, dah kasi kawan aku taruk kat prepwork die. haha =D

to Fique-O:
haha thanks. mesti mas yg bilang kau kan.. kurang asam nye gibbon. haha.. bedek ah satu dunie dgr. satu rumah pun tak sampai=P

ok im done with taggies.
thx for taggin people.

2006-03-14T16:21:00.000-08:00

hi bloggy.

i think 3 days i nvr update u?
huahua...

niwae nth much la nowadays..
im chilling at home most of the time.

niwae,
i think it was sunday or monday,
i followed my family to view my new house [they FINALLY bought one] way in Pasir Ris.
it is Block 1_ _.
hehehe....
niwae, this is the layout of the house. [i nth to do at home mah...]

k niwae...

its like.. u enter the balcony... and to ur right side is a window u can look through which is the study room. quite funny ah.theres a window in the house. but nvm. but khadijah says it's style. hahahaha....

im soo happy with this house cos its the same pattern as my old house [in Pasir Ris too]. and the thing is kan, this house we buying, has been up in the papers for very long [i wont say how many months].. so its like no one liked the house before this except for us. strange.=S

but somehow i find this house smaller? nvm lah.

niwae, ill be having 'common room 2' bcus apparently, i have no choice.

my sister ah, go and take 'common room 1'. -_-''. [she will never give in. give in to younger ones ah..=(] k that room she chose is better bcus the view nicer,

so im left witht he 'facing-nothing' room. my sis room would face the road then at least got abit view. not fair tau.=(

but nvm. my room size is 1, 1/2 bigger than hers.hehehe...

its huge ah, to me. but aiyoh... despite having a small bed in my room [which barely takes up any room space].. there will be computer in my room [alah..]... and sure sumore other things ah... -_-". but i hope there will be tv...=D

niwae, this would be the time to ask my mom for new things.. huahua.

so.. things ill be asking from my mom..

i want a gerobok for clothes... hmm another gerobok to put books.. some compartment to put my teddy bears[k dun laugh]... i want money for paint. i wana paint my room. i want carpet, simple,non-flowery one. i want new handphone [hahaha. tak related seh].. kidding ah no nid new handphone. ouh, i want a new nightlamp bcus Aqil has broken my Coca-cola lamp.sayang seh that lamp. and lastly, i want some other colour bedsheet, k this one not compulsory. =D.

wahaha its gonna take sooo long for me to pujuk my mom. God, lembutkanlah hati emak saye pls=)

k niwae..yesterday i went to meet khadijah again.

i cant bliv that she stays in pasir ris tapi never jejak Changi before. -_-" so ok da terlanjur at pasir ris, go Changi lah. go for awhile oni. windy but sunny. so we sat for less than an hour there.

ok picture..

so then go her house do art. k niwae she told me her teacher asked her '' did anibody help u with ur art?''.... hahahaha.. shudnt be that obvious mah. but niwae, she just said '' ya my sister''.. haha she was so paiseh. i can imagine lah. haha

k so i wasted time at her house taking pics of her drawings n mine... =D

actually theres more.

but malas ah.hehehe. biasalah rai... hehe

k ah. tata

i haven breakfast pun ni.

2006-03-12T17:27:00.000-08:00

bloggy!
hehe

its quite a long time since ive updated u.
tak sampai hati ah nak kasi rot.. huahuahua...

k niwae
i woke up quite early today around 7 plus...
my parents ah, talk quite loud, wake me up-_-".

k niwae, i pity them ah
they're talking about an issue from yesterday night
until today, blum settle settle
i noe wads the issue about ah
i scared got conflict ajer cos the thing is vague
nolah not conflict between my parents, conflict bet. parents n someone else
hope nothing ah.
=)

k niwae i went to khadijah's place yesterday.
as usual, to help her with her art ah
..
so
ok..
she was happy when i brought her flower drawings from home.
like can add to prepwork mah.
ok so...
we did some melting drawing..
some twisting of flower stalks...
some colouring..
n i brought home a flower drawing to test it out with different mediums.
k den after the 'lesson' [haha]... we went to Tampines.
wee~

jalan jalan ah=)

then she treated me to a movie, bcus of my help ah.. haha so sweet
so niwae she wanted to watch ''wolf creek" or ''dorm''
then i said something like ''kalau cerita tu takut sgt camne nak balik rumah'' haha
then end up we watched GUBRA instead
cos the timing for the other movies are quite late [i hav an mrt journey to bear in mind]
so niwae
GUBRA was okae i guess
i only liked the main storyline which was a continuatuion of ''SEPET''
the only reason we wanted to watch GUBRA was bcus ''SEPET'' was gd.
and the director for both movies is the same, Yasmin Ahmad.
so we decided to take our chances.
it was a little disappointment, for me ah.for khadijah too actually.
so sad we wasted her money.
but the popcorn was quite nice though haha.
k niwae,
although i understand the story plots were meant to be symbolic and it may touch viewers in many ways, the plots dun link and that was what made me n khadijah leave the cinema with blank faces.
i duno about others, but me n khadijah had the same opinion that after we leave the cinema, we were like '' oh so that was GUBRA?..''
even so, i told u i liked the main storyline, very funny and comical.
but overall, i'd give it 3/5.
sorry.=)

so niwae
after the movie me n khadijah walk walk at tampines all for awhile
then we decided to buy a handy comb hahaha
byk byk bende, sikat eh.. hehe
niwae i dun hav one. i ought to hav one.
k so..
pilih sikat lagi satu hal... they were cartoon characters on the comb cover.
one was winnie the pooh.
another was princessy the snow white etc.
i was like settled with the winnie one cos the princessy was.. alah.. cam princess sgt lah hahaha.
then me n khadijah actually, if can, want to buy same character kind.[childish,i noe.hehe]
then khadijah was like sad.
i think she was shy to admit she like the princessy one better haha [shes a year younger, n im never a year wiser..hehe]
so okla
give in la
we bought the princessy one together gether
=)

k niwae
we still had 15 mins before my 'naik-mrt-time' which was 8.30pm [so i can reach home by ten]
so..
we bought a flowery clip
ahahaha
man
i feel like a girl
haha
but nolah, i think i just decorate the clip in my new room kepe
its girly ah=S
too girly.

k so..
8.30 i took the mrt back home.=)

so ok tu je for yesterday.
quite a nice day. hehe

tata~

2006-03-10T16:17:00.000-08:00

hi bloggy.

its been awhile since i felt soo happy.
i mean, happy bcus of something major, not something personal.

argh.i think i can do an essay hehe..nolah.

aniwae, yesterday i had an afternoon nap from the time i came back from work [afterwhich i used comp for 30 mins or so] until 10 plus pm at night...i slpt for almost four hours in the afternoon. so, after i woke up,i had a phone call.
then i went to talk to my mother and sister who went househunting during the time i had my afternoon nap. hehe... so they were in the kitchen, both of their faces were glowing. they look elated but then they said to me something that didnt match their facial expression. it was not such an exciting news after all, or so i thought.
i felt cheated bcos i was looking forward to hearing something more breathtaking. but i guess i was let down because the words that came out from their mouth, was just one thing-ordinary.

then after that conversation, i asked my sister to do something with a piece of paper for me. then after she finished scribbling on it[it is related to the thing they told me], i realise i was being tricked.
little that i know that all the while, they were noticing the glummy expression on my face when they told me the lie.they were very good actresses, especially my sister. even so, i cant help noticing the naughty grin [i tink it runs in the family.. haha] on their face when they told me the lie.

when my sister passed the piece of scribbled paper to me, i was confused. it took me awhile [around 1 minute] for me to actually realise that my sister n mother had actually lied to me before this. it was such a pleasant surprise. i was over the moon, perhaps higher.
this was the most happy news[for a major thing] i ever received for the past five years.
perhaps, for my family too.

and yes, i've always known that beautiful phrase '' theres a silver lining behind every cloud''.
but i never felt it was true. i felt that not everybody would get that chance to understand what it really means, i mean, to experience for themselves. to see the good outcome out of a bad occurence.
but not until yesterday.
cos yesterday, as known, i slpt in the afternoon for almost four hours and i couldnt sleep by 12am... so what i did was, i did a flower drawing for khadijah again.. haha.
and so, the news kept me thinking while drawing, why this happens to my family. but i found the answer though. after thinking, i knew what the 'sliver lining' is.=)
i feel fortunate that my family is blessed by Him.

tata~

2006-03-10T07:56:00.000-08:00

bloggy!

alo.
noe wad noe wad.
ive got the most exciting news from my mom and sister.
its the best news in 5 years.

at first my mom and sis lied to me.
they said something else.
then i blived lah.
skali wen i noe the truth, i went teary sia.
so happy... but still sad tu mmg sad.
but still, its sucky lah that they lied.
then i mrajok for five minutes. hehehehe..... *grins*

i cant bliv this would happen.
Thank You God.

2006-03-08T16:35:00.000-08:00

taggies.

ok hi people.
im here to reply the tags=)

to Fique-O.
:: yup yup im with them *nods*... haha fiq, kalau aku amik gambar kau kan, aku make sure kau tgh tutup mate then aku sengaje click camera. =D. nanti kan kalau kau complain, semorang nanti kate ''opps sry no second try''... hehehehe. *evilgrin*

to Mas.
:: mas, kite same station kan mas, den kan kite make sure affiq dtg pat kite. then bile amik gambar, kite tunggu die tutup mate baru click ah... wahaha... set tau set! hehe... nanti 3 yrs affiq tanak bbual ngan kite seh.. haha =)

to Sarah.
:: wahaha elo itik. no prob ah teman li kasut. tu pun aku yg jatuh cinta ngan kasut kau.. hehe. see see see who choose for u out of the feminine kasut n ur slipa-jepun-lookalike? hehehe... bagos ah kau suke, tak regret beli =)

ok thats all fot tags.

k i wana write entry now.

noe wad noe wad.
theres a problem with the housebuying ah.
my family all feel so pissed off ah.
we all know its 'their' fault ah.
when my mom told me about it yesterday, we were all like 'wadahell?'
wad if 'the other person' already ____________.
wasted seh.
irresponsible punye ______.
-_-"

tata~

2006-03-07T16:28:00.000-08:00

hi bloggy.
im so lazy to update nowadays.

maybe id just leave my blog to rot pretty soon. hehe...

k niwae,
yesterday i had the first day of training with Autoscan haha
gonna do this card for future spore poly students
cool gitu=)

me mas sarah, 3 ppl
and our supervisor, this arsyad guy

so he thought us to do things etc etc
so yah after he finish
we got our break
where we eat at kfc
then most of the time me mas sarah meddle with the comp, go write testimonials for each other.
o yah.
my testimonial was sumting like
'' rai wants to sit by the swimming pool cos she wants to see org tak pakai baju''
-_-"
fine fine
mmg la i want to sit by the side, by the swimming pool
but nt for that intention
i wanted the breeze okae
haha
apeda
[to mr dude: hey, dun bliv lah dear.=)hehehe]

ok den so
we went to Jurong Point.
got my specs.. weee~
its like beige/brown/plum.. i duno hw to describe wad colour it is
its nice lah. haha according to sarah n mas lah.
oklah to me oso nice.
the cost oso nice hahaha. but nehmind i got voucher... hehehe

ok den den
took mrt back home
n it rained
so i drop at wdlds and took a bus home
da lame tak naik bus
wahaha...

k niwae
i wonder if i still must do the Honours day invitation card design for ms Pushpa
i haven do oso haha
like.. hmm.. no inspiration ah
ive got an idea la
but cam malas gitu... hehehe
nanti nanti ah.. im like so lethargic ah

yesterday i slpt at 3 plus am.. i was chatting with my friend
cam takle tido la
=/
cos i was too busy thinking..=)
think think think
until its quite hard for me to go to sleep
but eventually, my eyes closed
man, if this continues,
i think im gonna need time alone
then i can tink alone for very long hrs
till i bcum a paranoid hehe....

k ah tats all ah

tata~

2006-03-05T21:27:00.000-08:00

boo!

hehe..

posting.
this is gonna be long.

k bout mine,
i actually got Interactive Media Design at Temasek Polytechnic.
but im not happy with it.
even if its my first choice though.
due to certain reasons, one of which is unsatisfaction of family members bcus i chose that course.
they said i ought to choose a course that is more challenging.
*shakes head*

even my sis didnt support sia..
k i put conver here..

sis: so ape course?
me: my first choice ah IMD tu.[interactive.....]
sis: oh ok. sounds fun
me: =)
sis: errmm serious?
me: -_-"

haha at first i felt quite 'waddahell' ah.
then i found out something about my friend's cousin.
then i change my mind.

so jus now i went to appeal for biomed at TP.
hope get ah hehe. wee~

k lets talk bout my friends now.
o yea first,
i salute my friends who made it to JCs.
like hanna, my old friend who made it to Nanyang JC.
like Zul, Fatimah and some others whom i noe who would be entering Innova JC, congrats.
Also to Zawana, Khairul, Steph... who made it to Yishun JC.
may u all do exceptionally well in Alevels like how u did for Os. wish u all the best okae.

i really look up to u guys because compared to u ppl, i feel quite chicken ah.
''scared to face challenges even before i try'' [my mom said this.. kutuk me no. 1 haha]
but its true la...
im scared of Alevels. scared of GP. scared of doing numerous essays.
n yah, ive had enough of NAPHA.
hehehe...
so i rather take poly.

hmm ok
to my other friends who made it to Poly like me, HALO, we're in the same boat people!
HIGH 5.
hehe
k basically...
hmm ok mr dude, mas n itik made it to biz course at SP.
zafirah n some others would be going SP too.
n got tis friend of mine going ngee ann i tink.
a few of my friends nazeerah, ariff n some others going to Nanyang.
shahida same poly as me. weee~ haha. o n ill be seeing my old fren reza there too.

may we all still be in contact okae.
sayang u all.
=)

i really hope i get biomed.
pls pls pls.

tata~

2006-03-04T06:43:00.000-08:00

man.
im tired.
if only one of them compromise, then it would be over.
but now i must wait longer...
alah.

k niwae
tdae i went to khadijah's house to help her with her painting prepwork
shes doing about flowers

k she learnin a stilo way haha
she just watch me draw n colour while crapping
then she would geddit
cam senang gitu nak ajar haha
but shes a gd students though, listen to what i say, n i saw improvement in her prep from the 'previous lesson' last month... hehehe.wee~

k niwae having brought my cam, i took the photos of the drawings hehe
some are unfinished.
but nvm.

haha i like to draw flowers.

i have a thing for flowers.

some people know why.*winks*

oklah tu je.

boiboi.

now i cant wait for monday.

it will be a yes or a no.=)

2006-03-03T17:41:00.000-08:00

nutella.wee~

haha im bored ah.

k niwae i cant wait for tomorrow.
it will be either a yes or a no.
argh. so nerve wracking.
haha i sound as if im gonna propose...hahaha.

boiboi.

2006-03-02T17:51:00.000-08:00

:: mr dude's birthday ::

ok basically it was a great day.
haha...
:: at Seoul Garden, we were very kecoh with the mee hangus and the daging hangus lah...

then today then i realize we shud hav lower the temperature hahaha sotong btul...

mr dude keep eating that green mee... i duno why cos to me not that nice =S

:: i think its bcus of sumting we ate at seoul garden, my stomach kept lurching at the library... haha

:: k we went to marina to get his famous amos since there wasnt gelare or polar... cos he actually wanted ice cream.. so nehmind famous amos will do... n yah when we go rotiboy to get mr dude's bread, we saw sureena at work hehe so cute lah she.

:: walked all the way to teh raffles statue there n sat down.. n i gave him his presents... afterwhich he practically went speechless for quite a long time...
i seriously couldnt make him talk like normal...
i think he was too touched ?... n i was soo happy when he told me as esplanade that its the best birthday he ever had.=) awww....

:: k so yah tats it. hehe

tata

2006-03-01T20:02:00.000-08:00

boo

elo bloggy
im done with spring cleaning
haha
nolah, done with kemas rumah...

ok so..
hmm...

o yah
today, the 2nd of march, is mr dude's birthday!
wee~
he is seventeen now
AWWW...
da tue da...hehehe kidding

happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to u...
lalalala....

hehe
k mr dude is now 17 yrs old 12 hrs and 4 mins.
=)

kk kene gosok baju bapak da..
tata~

2006-03-01T06:37:00.000-08:00

BLOGGY!

hehe im so bored...
now is 10.30 plus at night
n im not really slpy ah.

yeah ok..
my boss gave me heart attack just now
he smsed me '' bsok keje 4pm..''
waddahell
i already told him i cant work tomoro cos gt sumting
then i like say ah '' that time told u already mah...''
then he went ''testing ajer!''
-_-"

apada haha

k niwae
im in deep ____.
my ankle got blister so i cant wear shoes
argh....
how seh.tsk.
tmr we'll c ay....

k niwae
tdae i finally got my 128mb memory card for my cam
tot it would cost me near hundred or sumting
but it was much less,
wee~
its been ages since i survived with the 16mb ones..
n yah itik, u can take back oredy haha thankiew byk byk!
n yah
im so the gundu
after owning my cam for 2 yrs plus [i think], now den i noe my cam can take black n white photos, and some other functions
hahaha
apeda rai....

so oklah
we're gonna wear brown tmr
wee~

tata bloggy
gd night
muah!

2006-02-27T16:46:00.000-08:00

k elo..
ive not been updating
lazy ah hehe

now is 8.45...
so early
my mom is still in dreamland
so i guess she wont know im using comp.

n yah
i duno if im working this week..
my sir nvr reply my sms.
cis.
but nehmind.. hehe

kk
lemme update bout past few daes..

sunday
26 feb
the day i came back from kampong
also the day i went out with mr dude
needed to rush things
i nid his photos n must do something before 'dateline'
so ok..
yah watched Final Destination
thrilling but nice
to those people who havent watched, i wont spoil it for you
ill just tell u the ending
nyahaha. kidding
but one shud watch it lah
then it would haunt u haha
like how it haunted me n mr dude.. cross road oso say '' eh cross cpat cpat nanti final destination..'' hehehe
we were so gunduful
haha

so ok...
when we went home,
walk at the blocks near my house
then mr dude made this funny apek voice
haha
very funny sia
know why
after he do that voice kan, then got angry dog barking ah
as in, reply to him
hehe
oh now i noe he wad species
haha kidding kidding
but it was funny man
send me laughing for i duno how long
haha
even now im giggling hehe

kk so went home
it was a nice and funny day haha=)

monday
29th feb

this was yesterday hehe
k so met mas 1230 at wdlds
den she teman me buy sumting at cwp..
to kill time while waiting for sarah
haha
biasela, kate itik haha

den sit at BK
where sarah came and we filled this form
funny qns sia
got one qn
[circle one]
a. i am told i am preoccupied
b. i am told i dun stay at one topic

me sarah were like -_-''
but jus circled [a] for the sake of circling one of it
like how i do for bio common tests last time hehe

kk so mas went off early, got work
so left me n itik
k then we went library for a while
to kill time
then went off to school
met haslinda shariman khairul
n waited for one hr for ms pushpa cos she got meeting
den wen she finally came
she talked to us for 10 mins
choy
oh
she told me that i didnt get something
cos i slipped by 3 marks
3.
how lousy.
*shakes head*
dunwan to tink about it lah.
=)

so went home
my sis family was already here
syafiqah was here too
awww so cute=)

k so yah tats all for both days.

tata

2006-02-26T17:36:00.000-08:00

hi bloggy.

its good to be home again...
=)

k actually kampong trip wasnt so bad.
i miss mr dude but i quickly got a temporary boyfriend.
his name is Irfan.
he is cute u noe.
hehehe....=P

k niwae..
among the things that i do at kampong...

:: funny questioning from my grandma who asks me '' tahu tak cuci pinggan?''......ayo nenek, i do housework tau

:: freaking out when my mom told me theres a cicak

:: a visit to the doctor cos my eyes were turning sore

:: a haircut which i kind of regret having cos it makes my fringe so short. but wadahey, i cant glue back my hair hehe

:: endured humid weather for 7 days.. hoho... its realli humid lah, like no wind that kind of weather.. n im so glad im back in cool cool singapore

:: a shopping trip at Mines which i burned a hole in my mom's pocket.. hehehe.. girls mah

:: getting bloated cos i eat alot at kampong hehe

:: increasing my dad's phone bills hehe

:: getting a stare by my dad cos i think i hinted too much about something hoho...

:: eating satay at my cuzzie house. yum yum. i suddenly like satay after that haha

:: still cannot accept the fact that i held a 'kelekatu' in my hands in the middle of the night. actually, i didnt know what animal i hold. then skali in the morning,in broad daylight, i saw it. the animal is like a worm with wings. no wonder the texture was kind of slimy.. ish... i cannot accept the fact la.

:: getting money from my nenek cos she heard bout my results haha... ler bukannye straight As. haha

:: freaking out when i thought i had lost something, but lucky no... haha mr dude knows wad thing

k i think thats all
thats all that i can remember that is hehe

tata.

2006-02-19T16:06:00.000-08:00

hi bloggy

i have more or less a few minutes before i depart with my parents to malaysia...
balik kampong...
for a whole one week
maybe more =(
maybe less =)
my parents are not really predictable.

k a note to my friends,
argh ill miss chatting with u guys, i mean all the nonsence crapping on msn n all
korang dun miss me tau
nyahahaha
once i balik singapore je [insya'allah], i on the comp. WAHAHA
=D
to mas: ala sure will miss u one la gibbon hehe.. nanti i gi makan ice cream with my cousin mlm mlm later teringat u ah wahaha=)
to sarah: happy working hehe takmo sad la i nvr go work.. one wk je=) tell me wad happen all tau.. ade bitchy customer kepe ...ade orang mintak kasut 5 pasang kepe...hehehe...will miss awak tau itik=)

love korang semue!=)

k a note to mr dude,
dear... God knows how very much ill miss you.=)
id think of you late at night,
and wish that, you were actually beside,
tho i know we're far apart,
please know for sure u're right within my heart.
love u so much.
take care dear.=)

hai...

tata bloggy.=)

2006-02-18T20:11:00.000-08:00

elo bloggy.

noe wad
shafika came my house
kla her whole family came my house

n jus now,
had to carry her cos she woke up
..
then while carrying
she smiled n laughed at me..
awwwwww

she rarely do that u noe
im so lucky
lucky lucky lucky
haha

so cute ah she.later wana take her picture
;)

2006-02-18T18:13:00.000-08:00

elo bloggy.

my mom said sumting to me just now

n like...

its actually ok for me but like.... it is still a little bit terrible.

ala... sure i have no choice again like last time.
maybe

i duno.

tsk.
ape seh.

2006-02-18T08:32:00.000-08:00

bloggy.

man, im back from work.
then i watched tv.
i watched 'kate n leopard'... awww such a darling show.
lucky i was watching tv alone in the hall, if my sis is there, sure she'd be teasing me.... huahuahua..

k niwae jus now work was okae. except for some _____ _____.

my colleague witnessed something that happened to me in the store
it was an accident ah
then kan it was quite funny
but it was really painful la dei...
my colleague eh '' eh rai ok anot ok?''..but then giggle giggle laugh laugh.
hhurrleemmak...

embarrass tau gue.hehe
lucky my colleague girl la. if guy, malu sia.. the accident is so embarassing

niwae

i got a ________ customer just now.
corrections
i got two of them.
so sian..

one tried to act cute after shouting at me.
such a ______.
-_-"
*shakes head*

another one caused me to curse her when she acted like a ______.
its not as if i like to use those vulgarities,
but like its an instant reaction gitu sia.
anibody wud do that if the were in my place.
such a ngade-ngade auntie sia.
but lucky she never hear the cursing.
hahaha.
wad to do,
shes such a ______.

k
im done with all those troublesome-customers-complain.
hehe

k wad thing sumore.
i got chicken rice for lunch...
haha how lame.

n yah...maybe my family WILL but that house.
the one i drew the house layout.
hoho
my sis was asking '' u like that blk _ _ _?''
me jus say im ok-with-it ah
then i think they will view it again since they're talking about it
viewing a house for the second time means.... =). faham2 je lah.
aiyoh
no nid view la.. buat leceh je
but nehmind
cos the good thing about house-viewing is that,
after house viewing, we will go eat outside..
hehe
n ill order the unhealthy stuff
wad cendol all that.. haha
yum2.=D

hmm kla
tu je i wana crap hehe

tata
=)

gooodnightt to all my friends, not forgetting my dear!
sweet dreams.=)
muah!

2006-02-17T21:46:00.000-08:00

=)

15 mins to chgg clothes.. then go to work..
argh.
im a little bit slpy

o yea. my mom's mad at me for now 'spring-cleaning' the house
tak sempat. nak buat camne-_-''
it will take 1 hr plus if do that pe
so i just did the necessary sudalah.*shakes head*

niwae..
wad eh to write
nothing much to write ah
yesterday,
went to kallang to play netball with mas n her sis n her sis friends who were all very funny

oh yea i played barefooted since my shoes were at work
so..
i accidentally stepped this guy's shoes ah while playing
then mak kau, sakit lah. cos its like terseret on a rock like that.
the conv sumting like this...

him: [said sumting i cant remember]
me: nolah...i stepped on ur shoe
him: oh nevermind its okay. my shoe is quite thick
me: ya i noe. im the one in pain-_-"..ahaha
him: Oh!! hahaha

apada. sotong btul
yea i went home with blisters
haha

k la i better siap now.tata

2006-02-16T18:47:00.000-08:00

boo!
elo bloggy.
im having breakfast now.
two epok2 is oredy in my tummy.
im on my third one...
haha.
i skipped dinner la yesterday, tu pesal hungry sikit..

ok niwae,
i chatted with pakcik fir yesterday, who told me something so damn nerve wracking.
so _______.
but nvm, he helped, in a funny way. haha

k i wana reply tags here.
thx to everybody hu tagged.=)

to ...
ejat: alo President of SENTIMENTAL club! igtkan awak da lupe kite da.. haha kidding... k niwae u noe wad, when i work kan, i'm not sentimental animore ah! da tak tulis byk poems =(. aku letak jawatan sebagai vice president of sentimental club ah. HAHAHA. k good luck for ur future too! may u get ur first choice! wee~

mas: eh sexy pe owl tu sampai mas noticed! but yah ah i oso dun geddit pesal kene taruk kat kedai gitu, so inappropriate.haha *apapela rai* hehehe... ele mas, roti stakat satu bun pun orang kene tolong abiskan... diet btul. hehe=)

asmara: me go jc? HAHAHA. if get first choice, i go Interactive Media Design at Temasek Poly.. hehe.. i oso duno wad telah happen ngan exhibition tu. maybe nanti nanti adela meeting kot.=)

Fique-o: haha da link awak pun dah...=)... Yea Good Luck in ur future too! aerotaunical sey! All the best aite! =D

fir-k: eh dun make me maki u ah.. HAHAHA. kidding ah... ish dun ask about her sia... u the one who wanted to giv my email add sumore.. wad the hell? haha but nvm, thx for helping ay! kalau tak,i dunwan to imagine ah.=S

k tats all for the taggies.

tata.

2006-02-15T18:08:00.000-08:00

boo!

hehe
alo bloggy
i was up at 9 plus..
tats quite late hehe

k niwae,
i got work todae..='(
argh... itik, jom quit cpat
haha

k so..
oh i finally remembered my dream, usualy i dun remember
i had a dream about mr dude last night
haha was quite funny, but a bit terrible
=S

k,
lemme talk bout yesterday...
i was supposed to go out with mr dude ..
but then i told him i had to kemas rumah so yah nvm he can go out with his friend instead...
so yah, as expected
i kemas rumah till 3plus...-_-"
that is late. hehe cos i had my lunch first cos i was partly tired n mostly malas.
hehehe...

so ok, i was bored
so mas asked me accompany her go meet her friend at cwp
giv some work stuff ah
so i did meet her 5.40pm at wdlds
then ok she met her friend for awhile

k then..
we didnt want to go home so early you see
so we crack our braincells thinking of where to go..
it was already 6 plus...
then we decided just go IMM
since we have not stepped into that place for YEARS.
=D

so ok took mrt, dropped off at Jurong
walked to IMM.
walk tau.
excercise u noe.
hehehe.
buang mase je walk...

cos wen we masuk IMM,
we makan BK. hehehe
so we had coupon so i just randomly picked a meal
cant remember so much ah the name
but the burger was not nice ah
so ok mas had mushroom, as usual...

so then...
we walk around..
where mas look at slippers
haha quite nice la the OP one...
ok den...

we went into GIANT.
hehe
memang giant seh the place, as in very big ah
so we walk through...
-the chocolates aisle
-the cereal aisle

tu pun cam jauh gitu kite jalan. hehe mrepek ah rai.
ok..
mas bought : hershey choco.
some caramel sweet i duno the name.
pokey.
me bought : kinder bueno. [its still in my bag btw haha]
kit kat [in my tummy liao=D]

then we entered DAISO.
it is a store ah.
then everything in the shop cost $2.
like seriously lah...

then mas, in the shop, like cannot believe that everything costs two bucks.
she keep asking '' eh btul ni two dollars?''
then ok first first i was...''ya'' or ''a'ah''
then after
5 times?
haha
when she ask again, i'd be ''oi get that into ur head la haha''
ok so we bought some things
including the 'magic sponge' for our mothers hehe

so yea
we then go toilet which had red and white checkered tiles.. haha cute...
i felt quite the sayang i nvr bring camera
cos got this wall quite nice...

ok so yah
mas pointed out to me an owl statue
which we laughed at
cos it had _______.
hahaha...
no people, dont think different
but it was so wadeva la.

then mas n me,
being members of the BAB's club,
searched for 'POLAR puffs n cakes',
siap tgk directory! hahha
cos the place quite big ah
aniwae, it was near the Old Chang Kee,
so..
when we walk pass POLAR,
we saw that this outlet had no ice cream tubs.
mustahil tau.hehe
=(

='(

hehe takdela nangis..
so we bought 'Roti Mum' instead.
oklah cost oni $1.20

so we ate the bread on the way back to Jurong mrt sttn.
tu pun mas tak habis.
like habit seh, last time pretzel oso she eat half.. apada diet kepe.. hehe

k took mrt, met Wai Chiong,
who was back from work
look like some 20 plus yr old guy ah
haha
funny ah talk to him
k so we talk n talk till mas terlepas Marsiling Mrt Sttn.
tulah mas, talk alot lagi.
they turun at woodlands then
hehe

k so yah..
i turun at Admiralty n went home.
then i gave my mom her magic sponge hehe

n i went to bed feeling happy cos of sumting lah..hehe
=)

2006-02-14T18:40:00.000-08:00

morning.
i was up early myan...
n im so slpy.

k jus now i showed my dad the house layout
since he didnt enter the house that time too
then he was so happy with the house layout haha

ok so..
my mom, she asked me to draw for her the layout of my makcik house in malaysia
i had to squeeze my brain n recall how it looked like
its like months before
so aniwae...
she dah suruh me do the layout then suruh kemas the whole rumah pulak tu
argh.
orang ngantuk lah mother...
she say must kemas before she come back.-_-"

k niwae
here is the house of my cousin back in malaysia

haha ok...

argh

im so slpy ah. i wana go slp ah. my katil dah calling seh.=D

tata

2006-02-14T07:44:00.000-08:00

bloggy.

alo.
im still gonna be paiseh at my sis.
but wadaheck. she oredi knows.

kk ive already... drawn.. ok not drawn..
ok ive made the house layout [the house we like, but duno if wan to buy] again.
so that my sis could better understand, since she have never entered/seen the house for herself
since my drawing is so slipshot work

ok so here it is

ok there'll be more house layouts coming up yeah=)

wee~

2006-02-14T07:09:00.000-08:00

elo bloggy.

its 11.10pm now

n im abit stressed.. argh

why am i so gundu bloggy?

how can i leave my poem book lying around on my computer table?

n my sister, before this, she was using the compy, definitely saw it

argh.

damn lah.

cos in the morning, before i went out, i thought i wanted to write a poem.. but i only managed to write two lines.... on a page.

n just now, the book, its still on the same page.

but my sis definitely saw it..

argh.. im never gonna face her in the next few daes
ill be soooo paiseh.

no wonder just now she tease me...

argh.stupid lah.

2006-02-13T07:27:00.000-08:00

boo!

hehe
elo bloggy
i think ive made up my mind bout those poly courses.
tmr then submit form
but i a lil scared..

k niwae
jus now went to meet mas n sarah at LJS at Yishun
first thing je i came '' eh cutenye mas da rebond rambut!''
haha
very pretty la hehe
then she acted the shampoo add thingy haha
was funny

talked about courses with them
n they recommended me '' Communications & Media Management''
at TP.
aiyah ani course oso i want TP. near to my future house hehe...

k niwae
among the courses ive chosen
:: Comm & Media Management[TP] [but dammit. they want a1-a2 for english.. err so ok i duno bout this]
:: Law and Management[TP]
:: Leisure and Resort Management [TP][which my mom said '' singapore mane ade resort..''..err..]
:: Optometry [SP][oh cam btul je rai. wake up.wake up hehe]
:: Biotechnology [TP]
:: EarlyChildhood Education [NP]

thats it for the time being.

k niwae

the reason i choose many courses at TP is so that i will get into there . duh hehe
cos later wana shift to east side mah

k niwae...
my family have surveyed houses....
blk459.
blk207.
blk46plus.
blk500plus.
blk242.
blk136.
blk i forget wad number.
blk459again.
blk133.

ok so far..
we've seen 9 houses.

n we're interested in one of them.
i admit. we're fussy people.haha

but i really like the house we're interested in ah.
i even drew the layout haha

i duno if my family really wants to buy this house. i like this house ah. quite nice layout.

with the rooms being 'hidden'. but the bad thing is that this estate, got only one bloodybus going in and out of the estate. so its a little inconvenient for my sister who works and rather have the 'byk-byk bus punye bus-stop' near the house.

i dunolah.

i just like to draw the house plans. if i have time, ill draw the layouts of the other houses too. that is, if i can remember. i dun hav photogenic memory u know.

k niwae

i hope to get a gd course ah tu je

k tata bloggy

niwae, mas, thx for temaning me go buy my things jus now hehe

2006-02-12T18:53:00.000-08:00

poem.=)

they're close to you,
but they cant read ur mind,
their thoughts cant undo,
ur memory rewinds,

for u know urself,
and to force is a pain,
yet they stab u in the mind,
and u feel hurt again,

u know the next step,
is huge yet is a must,
not knowing if its a blessing,
or a rotten spell being cast,

u crack up inside,
still and unmoved,
for something u had in mind,
would have them stand in aloof,

u cant think though,
they think u are at loss,
and as u flip the pages,
u wonder if the choice is really yours.

2006-02-12T17:03:00.000-08:00

bloggy!

aiyoh so long oredy i nvr update...
=S

k niwae, thx so much people for tagging.
id reply ur taggies here ah..

to fir: haha thankiew... tats the one i worried ah. later if suffer in poly then my parents will say ''tulah.. we asked u go jc''...-_-"

to mas: i proud of u more la gibbon haha... its amazing how gibbons CAN do amaths hehe.. cicaks cant u noe. k niwae takde pape lah psl jacket tu. *winks*

to sarah: i spoke ur mind? haha.. i think a thousand other people oso in same situation lah itik... =(. yep kalau tak study pasal parents den pasal siapa dong... hehehe... nolah itik, our secondary sch life quite ok per. not as if 24/7 kat class jek.oklah tu=D

to ThePoet: i dun understand.. u wana go poly or jc? hahaha.. but wadever it is, thx for the comments... n yah i hope my parents dun raise their eyebrows for long ah...=(

ok tags replied.

=)

2006-02-11T00:24:00.000-08:00

bloggy.

why are things so hard for me.
my parents keep hinting me go jc...
then say im like stupid to go poly.
wad only.
i know myself lah.
im not studious.
its is like yah ok i studied cos i wan them to be happy.
show them ok i take work seriously.
but its backfiring me instead.
wen i talk about poly course, my mom like not interested to hear.
say to me 'up to u lah....'
somewhat cant be bothered
then keep hinting my dad would be happy if i go jc.
-_-"
wads with JCs?

its so ________.

2006-02-10T18:28:00.001-08:00

elo bloggy.

noe wad.

yesterday, i was OVER THE MOON

actually, till now lah
haha

kla cos Olevel results were totally unexpected.
its not superb.
i didnt get straight As.
but i did ok.

my l1r4 = 10.
l1r5=13.

for the grades,
i got a1 for art, which was totally HEAVENLY. cos only 4 students got a1.
n i was so happy la haha.
got a1 for sci too. which was quite unexpected. .
the lowest grade was for humans, i got a b4. =(
other subjects,english,maths,literature, i got a b3.
so yeah despite everything, i was satisfied.

happy happy joy joy.

but what made me feel more happy was that my circle of friends did well too!
none of them realli break down or aniting lah.

itik n mas had the same score.9/11 for r4 n 14pts for r5...

mas got an a2 for her amaths which i felt so proud of her.
cos her hard work paid off... she oso got an A1 for sci. high 5 mas!
we shud hav find mr yeo and showed him our A hehe. he was so intimidating last time, threatening us to get A1 for science.-_-"
congrats to mas upon the good results.

steph, hmm cant remember but i noe she did quite well.
she got an A2 for her english.. ouh so good. n she was so happy she passed maths.
den we cried together.aww...
haha

k sarah, congrats upon having A1 for malay!
i knew she would get an A1. it was like totally predicted.
n yah, now she is like me too, duno whr to go. poly or jc.. err..
not MI for sure. haha for me lah...
niwae, congrats to Sarah.

k mr dude,
got 11pts for r4. n 16pts for r5. congrats dear=)
i knew he could do it.
i am jealoused that he got a2 for humans. he like.. gave up on his SS during Olevels.
n yah, he got a distinction in Physics, which he said he 'hantam je answer in Paper 2'
waddahell. hantam oso can get A.tak fair tau!
haha
niwae, congrats upon having distinction in malay. see,i help him den he get A. hehehe
ok yah, niwae,
i hope he da get over the fact that his own gf beated him. hehehe
he was fretting about it yesterday.
but yeah his score is still good no matter what.

k now for the thankiew session.

haha

i wana say thankiew to
people who taught me,
people who could layan me on the phone 12 am till 4 am in the morning because i had to finish my art, [its sarah la haha]
people who gave me unending support throughout the whole year.

i wana kiss everybody!!!!!=D

ok ive oredy kissed sarah.
later nak kiss mas, steph.. nasiyah oso..
mr dude? tak payahlah..HAHAHA...

k thats all.

tata...

im still over the moon tau.=)

2006-02-10T18:28:00.000-08:00

2006-02-09T16:51:00.000-08:00

morning bloggy.

im a little stressed now.
ill be receiving my GCE O Level results in about 5 t0 6 hrs time.

i even dreamt of it last night
n straightaway told mr dude my dream, partly bcus he was in it oso haha
ayoh i dreamt bout my art grade, my l1r4, my l1r5, his l1r5...
waddahey, buat seram orang

k..
i wana calm myself down
lets talk bout my outing yesterday.

=)

it was quite a nice + funny outing with mr dude.

k i met him at orchard, where he was 10 minutes LATE.
haha kidding lah
i was 10 minutes early.

so...ok...
the purpose of going out was to find his adidas 'samba' shoe...
k first went to..
Pacific Plaza... then enggak ada =(
then Far East Plaza.. juga enggak ada =<
then walk outside orchard..
then..
went to TAKA....

oh i remember this part.
we bought the 'Aunt Anne's'.. u noe, the pretzels,
then kan..
got alot of flavours ah
then i took almond...
guess wad flavour he selected...
SEAWEED.
i went like ''btul u want seaweed? =S''
funny sia why he chose that flavour.

k we sat down and eat
as i have guessed earlier, his seaweed pretzel TAK SEDAP.
taste like ____.
haha kidding lah.
my almond one was ok-lah, then got this caramel sauce, where he dip his seaweed pretzel then ask me to try.
wah lau. thats the first and the last time im eating that.
taste so weird.
at first he insisted that his pretzel was nice
then awhile later he admitted that he was struggling to finish up his food. haha..

k niwae, when i was eating, he make a chinese guy felt guilty.. that was funny. =D

k niwae, theres this part that was quite funny, but i malas wana explain.
it involves having caramel sauce on his face, n seaweed on my face.=D
hehehe....

k so...
we took the mrt and went to city hall...
where we walk at Suntec..
where mr dude walk out of every shop with a glum face..
cos tak ade die punye kasut...

then lastly, we went Marina....
tu pun tak ade seh...
ksian seh mr dude...
semue kedai pun dun have...
so we nowhere to go oredy to find his kasut =P

so we ate kat sebelah esplanade tu i duno wads the name
but niwae, mr dude fulfilled his craving for 'mee mama'
haha..
from last time outing he wanted that mee.

but however, that mee kat situ not that nice ah
end up he nvr finish hehe
then kan, he bought satay instead
no comments.=)
niwae, satay was quite nice
then i forced him to finish the last stick
so..
end up mr dude is the ''BAB of the Day''
hehe. kidding ajer lah.

so yeah...
we walked at the waterfront where there was a crowd..
so me n him wondered why got crowd.. so we oso waited there..
guess wad.. there got
FIREWORKS

i was like... =D!!!!!!!!!!!!
eh happy seh!
it was so nice.... even though it lasted for 5 minutes ajer,
i think it was the most beautiful 5 minutes ever..

niwae, mr dude got take the pic of the fireworks with his hp, not that clear ah, but here it is.

so yeah... after watching the fireworks, we walked a little more...
and then it started drizzling and so we went indoors and went home...
=)

it was such a nice outing.=)

ps: thx for the wonderful outing mr dude. hehe.

phew.

wad a long entry.
ok so... im going to take my results in about 5 more hrs.. argh..=S

tata bloggy.

2006-02-08T16:35:00.000-08:00

elo bloggy.

today is.. 9 feb.
n tmr is like 10 feb.

THE DAY OUR RESULTS WOULD BE RELEASED.

damn.
its quite horrifying to imagine the grades u may get.
tats y im like..
thinking wad to wear instead
hehe

kidding lah.
but of cos i wont be wearing uniform or PE shirt or sch shirt lah.
who will....=/
i think ill just enter with slippers suda...=D

niwae, yesterday, one of my colleagues talked to me..

her: bsok dapat results kan..
me: ya..
her: takut?...
me: ok-ok ah
her: kalau fail ape jadi ah?
me: OI.

hehe
apeda.
buat suspense orang je.

k niwae
work was okae yesterday
i survived 6 hrs despite my flu...
so ok..
but i was quite blur ah yesterday
as in, mabuk like tat..
even my colleague oso like that

ok theres this lady customer, [i was lucky that she was friendly]

that time, i was quite blur oredy ah(cos tired mah), then this lady customer come to me with a shoe in hand..

customer: eight. [means she wanted size eight for the shoe]
me: Huh? ate what? ['eight' and 'ate' same pronunciation...so ya, me being blur... thot she say 'ate']
customer: no no... this shoe *showing the shoe in front of my face*.. i want SIZE eight. =D
me: OH.haha...*shakes head* okokok.

nasib she was not the 'no-nonsence' type of person.

ya work was funny, most of the time.
with one of my colleagues calling my name from across the room just to show me he is dancing when he heard the DC's song.
nasib mase tu takde byk customers.
-_-"... haha...

so yah. that was work.
so i went home.

ok i think thats it.

i have to kemas katil,kemas everything... =/

tata bloggy.

2006-02-07T17:36:00.000-08:00

elo bloggy.

today, i have work.
damn.
but nehmind, i think i rested ALOT already.

niwae,
the outing with nasiyah yesterday was quite nice.=)

i met her at 11am in the morning at city hall.
dun ask me why we met so early, it wasnt my idea.
but she said its to avoid crowded mrt... erm...aniting lah.

so ok, actually the purpose of going out was to teman her go to Singapore Poly to attend someting la.
but the SP thing only starts at 4pm..
so ok..
me and her walk here walk there...
bought some food, where nasiyah was so funny
jus bcus i flattered her, she was too happy that she forgot to collect her change
but the cashier called her ah, then she paiseh hehe

so...
it was so damn sunny outside so we sat at the esplanade library
where we talked alot.hehe..namer je library
so actually
we came up with something to do together after the SP visit
then we decided to cut our hair together
then... jeng jeng jeng...
i couldnt cut my hair. due to someone hehe
if not, i wana cut my hair like cameron diaz, hehe
but nvm.

so ok...
we went to Dover
and entered SP.
where i was so the jakun. haha cos first time enter mah.
as u noe, the place is so big
nasiyah had to ask people directions to where the specific auditorium we had to enter was
so..

we walked quite a long distance
walked through this dark locker path
which was believed to be haunted or sumting
actually i didnt know ah
after we finish walking that path, then nasiyah told me bout it
=S

so... after walking for quite a distance, i think 300m or 400m, in the hot sun, mind you [hehe]
we finally reached the auditorium
which was full of poly students
that i felt so young
hehe
basically there were some talks..
some prize presentations..
some performances..

n yah, the lecturer can still joke around with this student who had to stand up and show everybody his shirt.
his shirt wrote '' HUSBAND FOR SALE''
haha... funny ah smlm..
that guy was proud of his shirt pulak tu.=/hehe

k niwae
despite the tiring walks n the boring talks,
we got free pizza
hehe
yum yum
n that was where this girl was surprised to hear me talk malay
haha
apada...

so ok..
we went home

n i fell aslp till the next morning.
that is this morning, when my mom nag abit why i slept so alot.
-_-"

apeda...

k boiboi bloggy

2006-02-06T16:31:00.000-08:00

morning.

=)

so yea today also i dun hav work....
wee~
instead, ill be going out.. yeay.=D

k niwae,
yesterday, i went to my sis's house
and i met shafika

this time round, she is awake...
that was the first time i saw her awake.
awww
it is so tempting to carry her
but unfortunately i cant do so since i had flu
even my nephew cant kiss me yesterday. tsk.

k so yah
i slpt almost the whole day yesterday
i didnt realize when my sis got home also =S
it's the medicine, n also partly bcus of BABS club.
hehe

k i wana breakfast.

tata

2006-02-05T15:51:00.000-08:00

=)

morning bloggy

so the cepat i woke up...=S

k niwae this past few days im down with flu and i was stuck at home,
but its better than going to work la hehe

i slept throughout saturday and sunday seh

until my mom penat layan my friends who called home cos everytime she must say ''raihana tgh tido...''

=D

i think im going to my sis house to meet shafika later..awww

tata bloggy

2006-02-04T19:30:00.000-08:00

...........

2006-02-03T17:40:00.000-08:00

bloggy!
morning.
noe wad?
jus now kan i went doctor and i got an MC.
MEDICAL CERTIFICATE.
wee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
takya keje ari ni. hehe
cos i have a..
bloody irritating flu.

k niwae
..
i MUST write down about yesterday
was so the... funny+memorable
hehe.

k actually mr dude wants to learn how to rollerblade.
so yah
we were bored of pasir ris park.
so we took a bus from behind white sands
and went to..
CHANGI Beach. [thx pakcik for the info.]

i tell u,
the beach is stunning
so clean
very nice lah

so yeah
we walk there for a while
then...
mr dude wore the rollerblades.
then kan
i was adjustening the tightness of the rollerblades ah,
when he told me the blades [the small tyres] were falling off
like pecah bit by bit.
cos he was testing it against the concrete while sitting down.
i didnt believe ah.i thought he was joking.

then kan the ''adjust belt'', which i was handling, snapped!
i was like -_-"
it snapped u noe,
not like pecah abit aje.

then i thought nvm.
cos it was still in 'okay-condition' for him to blade.

then as i 'ushered' him,
the small small tyres really really fell off bit by bit.
it was a very unbelievable sia.
it fell off like breadcrumbs!
and it left a trail on the pathway mr dude was blading. macam hansel n gratel hehe
haha

realli u noe.
then as he was rollerblading, the other adjust belts snapped.
JUST GREAT AH.
that time, i was talking on phone with my mom ah, then when i saw, i laugh like hell sia haha.
then i told my mom ah then she say nvm just throw la. haha
this is the picture of the tyres that fell bit by bit, and yah got mr dude oso haha.

the blue blue 'crumbs' around him is the tyres of the rollerblades...

and he is crying cos he cant get to blade hehe. next time eh dear.. hehe. kla kla..actually he is just posing.. the crying is not real. but those tyres,THOSE ARE REAL.=(.. hehehe

but the beach alone was nice

the scenery

the atmosphere

hehe nice to me lah.

then we sat on a bench ah
then you can see aeroplanes flying above you
its very nice

first a green aeroplane flew above us

then came a baby-blue one.

then..

me: hey, i nak sit here until pink punye aeroplane fly above us =D

mr dude: sampai u tue pun tak ade...

-_-"

haha.

yeah so we walk n walk around...

until i saw..

swings!

arghhhh

then ape lagi, naik ah hehe

kla i wont write mr dude's swing episode, nanti die bingit. hahaha

i kept teasing him sia yesterday because ... hehe. later he'll kill me la if i say.

yea

the beach was so windy sia

until my hair went all over the place.

ok i put the pic here.

haha..

though i look like a hantu, i still like this picture hehe.

its very windy. n cooling.n nice.n i wana go again.

hehe

so yeah

mr dude nye stomach grumbled.

n we went white sands to eat.

now den he noes betape boringnye white sands.. hehe

k so...

we took the mrt ...

then got one point of time, i went speechless.

haha

mr dude knows kenape lah.

it was too cute that i went speechless hehe.

k so.. bid gdbye and head back home.

hehe

damn.

my flu is so the toot.

boiboi bloggy.

2006-02-02T16:20:00.000-08:00

morning bloggy=D

im up soo early today
early for me ah
early for a member of the Babs club
n definitely earlier than Sarah
hahaha
joking je la itik *winks*

n yeah,
i have a sore throat today
damn
didnt know it would turn so bad
i woke up to know i cant talk
-_-"
but now better abit ah

k
let me talk about yesterday..

hmm

nothing much lah

i met mas before i went to work
she paid some bills etc etc
then we went to buy some toast
n then kan,
she help to order for me a drink ah
then noe wad
guess ape flavour die order...
when i receive my drink..

mas: watermelon takde
rai: ni ape?
mas: green tea... hehe
rai: [i thought she was kidding]... btul?
mas: green tea sedap ape
rai: byk-byk flavour asal green tea seh?
mas: *laughs*

not wad lah
but i dun like green tea
i mean, who does?
even my sis says it has an awkward scent
haha but mas was funny lah

niwae
work was quite bad
ish... i better quit.
soon la

niwae.
thx mr dude for yesterday=)
oso for that blue pencilcase.. hehe cute seh.

k niwae
im going out later
wee~

but for now,
i wana do breakfast
ayo... but i cant eat nutella
cant drink milo
tsk.

boiboi bloggy.

=D

2006-02-01T17:52:00.000-08:00

hi bloggy,

basically, yesterday was ok-ok.

the earlier part of the day was nicer.

Maslina and i met Sarah at work and we ate Ljs
Hehe..
so yeah.
tok crap.
im sure itik was happy happy she didnt have to eat alone during break time... kan kan darling? hehe
then half hour gone.
so itik resumed her work.

then me n mas did some chingay thingy..
then mas went '' eh teman me go buy sushi ok=D''
hahaha

k so we went coswae point.
and bought her sushi at colds storage
oh yeah thx mas for buying for me too.hehe=)

then mas met her sis at bata where we saw wani too
aww.. wani looks so cute seh
friendly as ever.

then it was near 7 gitu..
then i phone my parents and asked them to jemput me from coswae point since id be going out with them later...
then they refuse.-_-"
ler ...

me n mas took out own sweet time going to the library...
tgk at the interior design bks where mas went saying about houses tat hav a space where u can stargaze.. wah dreamhouse seh hehe

k den i had a nice time kacau-ing mas
who went on cubit-ing me
kurang asam tul si _____ ni. =/
so we went home....

ps: mas, the lebam on my hand not obvious la=(... hehe

so at home...
i rested for like half an hour je..
then my family and i went off to pasir ris.
for u-noe-wad.
not much la
but we saw something... hai.. disheartening btul.
tats y i didnt like the outing so much ah
i think, future outings would be the same too.=/

then we went Changi
to hav dinner
i was suppose to share the mee with my sis,[cos she oredy had dinner at home and didnt want to eat alot]
but she was hogging on phone
so, slamat ah.
kate Babs club.. hehe

reach home around 11 gitu
yea den use comp
write poem.. haha
went to bed, stared at the ceiling for a long time and eventually my eyes closed.

k so today
i got work at 5
argh.. tapi at least skejap je, should be oklah

hai oklah
tata

2006-02-01T08:21:00.000-08:00

hi bloggy.
jus now i went to somewhere with my family.
then we saw something.
ok so i wrote a poem on it.

=)

here goes.

That sight
triggers,
again, the stitch now torn.

Unpretty,
its image
stays there,
though not reborn.

Still,
it stays
there,
makes a hollow space inside.

Blankly
just staring,
a moment,two
not quite.

Near,
none but inches,
still
not reached.

Clear
and it kills,
none
but a breach.

hope u enjoyed the poem.
for it was none but my own.=)

2006-01-31T21:11:00.000-08:00

YEAY.

noe wad
noe wad.

today kan...

i suppose to go report at work at 3pm.

then kan, jus now, sarah called me up.

sarah: rai, kau ari ni takya gi keje
me: *shock*..knape?
sarah: ntah, sir kate takya.. sok baru dtg
me: *very very happy*.. okok=D

u duno how happy i am man
im so the lazy to work

oh btw
mas is soooo happy we can go eat LJS together
cam matair gitu
errr... hahaha
kidding lah okae

ok so yeah im gonna meet mas
wee~

2006-01-31T17:06:00.000-08:00

boo!

hehe
again, im eating my bread..

k lemme tell u bout yesterday

before i went to work, my dad drove me n my mom to my sis's house
to visit my 9 day old niece, Shafika

i was at my sis house for a whole one hour
and i sat beside the crib watching the baby
and for the whole one hour, she didnt wake up from her sleep
SLEEPING BEAUTY
i was waiting for her to wake up seh
tido je
can join Babs Club.. hehe

and she's such a darling lah
so adorable
take a look at the sleeping beauty.=)

my mom said she looks exactly like my sis [the baby's mom]when she was born.but i noticed she got the same thin lips like my sis. aww.. mesti so cantik wen she grows up.=D

hai... so adorable.

but she got black hair.. hehe.. stylo gitu. really seh the heredity thing true... cam, not all siblings can get brown hair. style.=)

yea then i got work bla bla bla.

ate fries with sarah after work.. hehe. gemok jugak kite...=S

itu aja deh.=)

i wana see shafika again.

hehe

tata bloggy.

=)

2006-01-30T18:34:00.000-08:00

helo.
its like...
10.35 am in the morning

n im about to finish my nutella breakfast.
hehehe

okay. dah abis pun.

niwae, today is going to be a boring boring day.
cos i have work at 2pm.
ish
i feel like quitting u know
but i must have another job before i quit
cos my mom dun let me ''sit at home and do nothing''
ape-ape-an aje. i kemas rumah pe. hehe
niwae, i dun like my job ah.
because my job is ______, _____ & ______.
=/

k niwae yesterday,
suppose to go my sis house and c the baby.
she is already.. 31-23=8
ok 8 days.awww..=D
btw, the baby now got name - Shafika/Shafiqa/Shafiqah/Shafikah/Syafika/Syafikah
dunolah which one is the correct spelling
but yah, suppose to go and see her
but then my mom say ''macam malas''
lerh.. so we nvr go.=/

so i sat at home one whole bloody day.
but it was better than going to work.=)
much much better.
niwae, public holiday, siape keje seh.
oh i noe, mr dude keje. hehehehe

ish i realli wana quit soon.
sarah and me have come up with an excuse for each other, a very LOGICAL one, to quit the job.
as sarah said, we're born-to-be-liars.=)
for a gd cause la

today is already 31st jan
k tmr, if jadi im going sumwhere with parents, at night lah
hoho...
those of u who knows that thing, can guess la go where.

niwae
noe wad,
my dad say the 'Art Teacher' Programme quite gd
the 3 yrs study in NAFA n 1 yr in NIE.
but he say '' jgn break the 5 yr bond lah''
hahaha...
no comments la.i duno yet.

haiyo
i realli dunwan to work
=(

tata bloggy

2006-01-29T18:40:00.000-08:00

hi bloggy

im having my breakfast now..
my usual nutella bread.
hehehe

lemme tell u bout yesterday

it was already 3pm
..
then kan i suddenly had the urge to call khadijah
then wen i called her, i suddenly wanted to meet her at the beach
haha
she was shocked la how come i proposed that idea so late , as in 3pm mah
then i say nehmind wen we reach beach, can view sunset mah hehe

so i siap..
took the mrt to pasir ris
n met her

so then
we wanted to go Changi beach
cos pakcik fir told me it is way nicer than pasir ris beach
skali we duno wad bus to take..
hehe

so nehmind we went pasir ris beach ah
alot of people u noe
so the ramai... mostly campers
but me n her sat on the rocks ah
haha quite nice lah

tok n tok..
then it drizzled
so we left the place

as we were walking...
one guy walked pass us
i was stunned by him
even khadijah noticed the shock look on my face after the guy left
nah.. dun think different, i was stunned not because the guy was handsome or anything
but the was something more particular about him that made me really shocked
nah i wont put it here..hehe

so we walk indoors at downtown east
then i had the craving for the sundae pie
the BK one
gemok jugak aku...
=D

so actually it drizzled for a moment only lah
no heavy rain followed
so we walked outside..
it was quite early to go home
so..
we went to sit at pasir ris park
haha
again seh.
we were very lame lah smlm

so we sat
then kan got this irritating cyclist..
err... no comments ah

it was 9 plus
then khadijah got freaked out by a tiny ulat [i think its dead? duno ah] on the ground

haha
if its a cicak then id be the one freaking out hehe

so we walked to the interchange where i bid gdbye to khadijah upon the arrival of her no.3 bus.

so i took the mrt and went home.=(

it was a very nice outing lah hehe

hai...
im missing some people now..
- mr dude..hehe
- nasiyah..*winks*
- maslina..i miss ur crap ah mas=(

k niwae
mentang2 hari ni i day off,
i have to do a leceh chore today

hai..

damn
u noe wad?
i think im dead tau.
ish i dunwan put here
ish i seriously takut.:'(

bye

2006-01-28T17:51:00.000-08:00

morning bloggy=)

noe wad. noe wad.
last night kan..
kan..
i mimpi.
eheheehehe

but its such a BAD dream sia
so bad u noe
it seems so real
it was a very heartrending dream

of course i wont tell wad it is about ah

but yah man
it is so bad sia
the person in the dream la very bad
sedih sia..
haha

haha.. y am i even writing this down..
hehe
i boring lah
today no work

i think i going my sis house
to see my errrr..... 6 day old niece.
awww
mesti pretty seh=D
cos the mom pretty lah

actually nak go smlm cos i finish work at 8
tapi my family tanak gi -_-"
ask me go alone.
so tanak ah
yesterday oso i nvr bring camera hehe

k tata bloggy

rai~

2006-01-28T04:36:00.000-08:00

i MISS U BLOGGY.

hehe
elo....

k actually smalam i forgot to blog cos i had to deal with something more important. yeah very important kan mr dude. *winks*..hehe

k lemme update bout today

k basically todae i work
argh.
its so boring u noe my work.
sumore today the customers were like flowing into the shop non-stop.
i was like '' eh go home la go home''. hehe. dalam hati je ah
we intended to close whop at 5 but we had to close near 7.
how sucky
was so DAMN tired
cos we work from morning gitu
nasib got break. sarah packed KFC [again..hehe] for me. thankiew itik=)

k basically tdae got some nice customers n some ''not-so-nice'' ones

example got this chinese guy ask for size of the shoe then ok oredy, cos he buying for his sister.
that was so easy.
he tak heran pun to check for defects.=D
everybody should be like him. senang sikit kerja aku.=)

oh yah
there was this baby boy, i think 2 years old, whom i served
he was so CUTE
im think im having a crush on him ah...
hahahaha
crap seh rai

as usual there were a couple of aunties whom i must say "sorry i dun understand chinese =)" to.
then kan, they give me the '' haiya'' face.
wah lau?
da bagos i never ignore them tau.
da bagos i senyum.
hehehe

n yah
there was this auntie ah
this was so sickening man
its quite hard to explain here ah but she sort off ask me shoo off cos the shoe i brought was not for her
padahal i was serving the person next to her -_-"
kalau bole act bitchy kan bagos
actually i did ah haha but dunwan ah put here
hehehe.

k yah so
after work
me n sarah went to 7-11 go and buy slurpee
then kan after we went out of 7-11
there was an incident
funny lah + nonsensical
sarah knows lah
n i dunwan to put here la
like wad oni haha

kk bloggy

i wana go now.
my eyes beginning to get heavy
altho it is only 9.00pm
very tired u noe come back from work
=(

to mr dude, happy working dear=)

tata

rai~

2006-01-26T08:02:00.000-08:00

BLOGGY

hehe.
i jus came back from work
quite tiring
but funny ah

my 'sir' ah, i glance at him
then he say ''oh awak jeling saye ehh! ''
perasan.
he like realli tot i jeling him.. i was like ''-_-"."
then i say i tak eran nak jeling kat die hehehe
he the kind of boss can joke one ah haha

then kan got one conv.

sir: so did the customer take the 'power' shoe?
me: 'power' shoe eh?.. hmmm
sir: die amik ke tak?
me: ala.. tak remember ah sir
sir: tulah, tak ingat... boyfriend punye handphone number ingat tak?
me: *grins*

hehehe...

so go home 10 plus
but at least i got SARAH to teman me go home
in mrt oni ah

niwae
sarah n me were like so freaking hungry after work
so we had KFC.... usual la, chicken.
n sarah ate so damn fast
......

so ok tmr i get the day off
wee~

k tata bloggy

gd night people.=)

rai~

=D

2006-01-25T20:55:00.000-08:00

hi bloggy

noe wad, one thing i dun lyk about this skin is tat, my entry title cant be viewed. tsk.
nehmind.

niwae,
noe wad
yesterday i went to school for the art exhibition meeting
stepping je me n khairul masuk dgn baju rumah, then kene warning.. oh wateva.. hehe

niwae, when we masuk the school, we saw the walkway [near the flagpole] painted very red,
then i said to khai '' whoa kite masuk Tang Dynasty.haha''
byk2 colour, asl red seh.. igt vogue ah konon? hehe.. *rai crap*

so ok meeting with ms pushpa,
got like me haslinda shariman khairul eleanor
dah, tu je
pathet kan.

k den ms pushpa told me something good
it was good
partially good
not fully good
thats y i dunwan to put here
but yesterday i was like ''serious?'' all the way ah
kinda tak boleh believe, but then i was nervous jugak lah
i hope it happens, insyaAllah.=)

but niwae, one of my friends tahu lah
the others who know,, hmm shariman? haha cos he 'nearly made it' ah, ms pushpa told him
k niwae tak sempat tell mr dude hehe
later2 i tell u ok, mr dude=)

k den after meeting, me, has, khai, man go long john at cwp
makan ah hehe.

then met zawana n asmara there
waited for them to finish eating n walk home with them

k niwae
i got work later at 5
argghh
dunwan to go
i got the lazy-to-work blues
aiyoh...
niwae, tmr, if i can get leave, i going sumwhere.. wee~
hehe

niwae
tahu tak
i addicted to a song given by pakcik fir
haha nice song la
n a peterpan song given by amalyn
nice sia thx people=D
but the song in my memory card will always be my favourite tau mr dude=) hehehe....

k ah
wana go now
tata

rai~

2006-01-24T17:40:00.000-08:00

hi bloggy!

=D

morning.
now is.. 9.43 am
the timing on my blog is weird n i cant chg it ah.

k niwae,
ive not been updating
so i wana update now ah...

hmm...

23rd Jan
.
is a very very very nice day
hehehe.
cos kan, i went out with mr dude
his hair was a lil different
n he said he dun realli like it
haha
aiyah it doesnt matter lah dear, i like you all the same=P

k niwae..
we go watch moooveee : cheaper by the dozen
quite a nice movie ah
then kan the movie got tom wellings
so when he appear on the screen, mr dude will say '' happy ah tu..''
haha then ill say sumting else la..

so niwae
we got ourselves famous amos
hehe nice u know
then walk here walk there
then i think we saw a girl merajok from the bf
hehe
kk no comments

k yah,
so it was a happy happy day
mr dude knows why
thx dear, sayang u loads.=)

24th Jan
.
i woke up in the morning
cos my parents were talking so loudly
ish tak respect seh orang tgh tido.. hehe
so yah
they were talking about my newborn niece
awwww..

then i had to go to work
-_-"
k work was ok i guess
then during break time,
i called my parents up
they were on the way to the hospital to see the newborn baby!
i was like ''nak ikut...=( ''
then i tried my luck ah, ask my second boss if i could leave
then cannot cos staff too little
dammit.
i was so the terkilan...
i felt so shitty la cos even my sis kene jemput by my parents and saw the baby
='(
k..
niwae,
my boss was 'terguris' [he said this word] when i said to him something
it was meant to be a joke lah
then he kenekan me back, like serious type
then i was like ' -_-". lah... sir ni serious seh'
but it was quite funny lah
but yeah, i da kate sorry pe hehehe

k so i took mrt home with fairah n sir
then when i got home,i eat alot
then my mom said ''tu dah nak gemok lah tu''
-_-"
nah, i wasnt treathened
hehe

k so yah i went london after that.

k so 25th jan is today
.
i no work cos i told sir i wana go hosp c baby
hehe
then i got OFF day. wee~

kla ive written alot, i think
till then, tata.

rai~

...

2006-01-22T17:06:00.000-08:00

heya

i woke up so early today..
8 plus

cos my mom woke me up to tell me shes going somewhere for something
then i yang excited
yeah anybody would get excited if they're in my place
n i hope it goes well...
then end up i cant sleep back
=(
i slpt at 2 yesterday..
so i had only 6 plus hrs of slp,
but nvm nvm...
that explans my eyebags.

tsk

k today i no work
yeay~
today i go out =D

but i scared my family members call me up to go somewhere in the middle of my outing
then its gona be so the 'alah...'
=(
hope nothing la hehe

ok

i wana breakfast hehe

tata bloggy

rai~

2006-01-21T18:28:00.000-08:00

k alo again...

ive not been updating much lately ah.
but nvm

ok.. today morning, i woke up to see a very nice msg on my hp..
fullstop
no more details
but thankiew mr dude
hehehe

k that time {last fri} me, nas, sarah n nas's cousin, inaz, wen to watch...
Memoirs of a Geisha!
it was a nice show
easy to understand jugak
but very very easy wen u've read the book haha
i shouldnt have read the book la
cos many people who never read the book, or haven finish reading, were surprised by the ending
me n sarah were very touched by the ending [itik..shhh haha]
while nasiyah n her cousin were like 'ape je' bye the ending
haha

k niwae sarah left early cos she had silat
so yeah left me n nas n her cousin
then we walk to orchard mrt
to go 'popular'
where nas bought her gigantic a2 drawing block.. haha cute seh nas
n yah, the way she describes A'level art, makes me thank God i didnt sign up for MI course haha
cos its kinda tough

k then inaz went off with her sister

so
left me n nasiyah.

then the crap-talking begins
hahaha
yalah if we 2 person together mesti ade crap talking
ok den me n nas walk at esplanado
abit oni ah
then we walk to 7-11 to find Oishi popcorn, but enggak ada.=(
wasted
k den go home

hehe
that day was quite fun even though tgk wayang aje
n yah, the long john thingy was funny
haha i malas wana explain ah
haha

cos i wana go now

tata bloggy

rai~

teacher? haha

2006-01-20T07:47:00.000-08:00

hey
can any of u imagine me as a teacher?
hahaha...

fine.. i tink korang dah either
1.*saying "no"*
2.*laugh*
3.*laugh until golek on the floor*

kla seriously lah.

i am sure u all sooner or later will get the MOE brochure/ letter about the 'nurture, be a teacher'
i looked at the 'art / music teacher' segment.
its a course consisting of 3 yrs in NAFA + 1 yr in NIE = diploma in Art/Music Education

good thing about the course
:: programme fully paid by MOE
:: one will get allowance each mth
:: starting salary not bad.. haha

here's the catch
:: "All candidates will be required to serve 5-year bond as art ot music teachers in our secondary shools."
[meaning if we break the bond, must pay back govt all the money we took from them]
isnt that damn risky?

k niwae
i think this course/programme is rather appealing
it appeals me more then other poly courses
i kinda wanted graphic designing in poly[animations, i loike!]
or even considered interior designing [cos can deisgn own house hehe... i think too far hor.=P]

k i asked some people about their opinion of me as a teacher
here are some comments.
1... mr dude said i sure kena bully...n ill end up crying to principle office [ish...very bad guy.. doakan yg tak baik]
2... sarah said i may turn out to be something lyk ms lina [??...haha in wad way dei]
3... fir said something funny but i forgot lah.. something like i kena bully oso
4... my mom made 'the muntah face' wen i joked that i am too soft hearted to scold students..hahaha

haha
im considering it
but the bond just makes me wana turn down the choice
=/

fickle.
very fickle.

boiboi bloggy!

=D

2006-01-19T18:34:00.000-08:00

hello people.

GOOD MORNING.
hehe

as usual, im at home alone. again.
not a gd thing sangat though, my mom 6 plus [in the morning] remind me what chores to do. [including the one i didnt do tat day.. so the toot.hehe]

k thx people for tagging.

i think i will reply ur taggies here ok.

to sheila: haha my blogskin simple aje la dei. urs nicer. i notice urs mesti ade girl eh in ur blogskin hehe... but i like ah=). take care too sheila.=D

to wana: 'starry' itu apa-in dong? waduh.. gue enggak paham-in deh. hehe..*check dictionary.com*.. haha ok now i understand. me starry meh? haha wads that suppose to mean? hope its a gd thing la haha... wana, my work not fun la hehe...take care wana.=D

to mas: eh jom jom kite merayap... hehe but my work duno the schedule for next week ah... lah mas, u no nid wait for going out time for me to kacau u, go msn aje da bole kacau haha... den rmb u prasan wen i talking bout ur sis actually? tat one send me laughing [nasib tak jatuh]...hehe.... =P. tag je la mas i dun mind haha=D. take care.=)

to nas: naughty eh nas... people use free period to blaja , u use comp eh.. *look who's talking*. HAHA... yeay i get to meet you today hehe... bring jacket tau nanti sejuk dlm cinema cos i cannot hug u hahaha... rai crap ah. take care nas=)

phew
tat WAS long.
hahaha
nehmind lah

kla
im off to do my LEAST FAVOURITE CHORE
or also known as MOST HATED CHORE
the very very ARDUOUS TASK.
mr dude knows la ape chore
haha...
kla kla
i complain complain oso kene buat gak-_-"
tsk

k tata bloggy

rai~

chak!

2006-01-18T18:08:00.000-08:00

elo... now is 10 plus a.m.

guess wad time i slept yesterday..
=D

3.30a.m.

haha
cos i read book la smlm [n oso eat honey stars.. haha cam bebudak]
n partly cos i couldnt sleep early la

n now im still sleepy.-_-"

as usual,
i woke up just now to find myself Alone in the house
so im so slack...
katil pun lum kemas.. hehe
if my mom around, mesti kene 'sound' hoho...

hmm
wad to put eh..

oh later im meeting maslina
she teman me send something to somewhere..
haha
details cannot lah, paiseh me oni
=P

ok tata bloggy

oh yeah,
GOOD MORNING!

rai~

=D

2006-01-18T06:36:00.000-08:00

elo.
so yeah..
as u can c, [like duh].. i da chg my blogskin hehe

duno y lah i terpikat by this skin

stakat stars
haha
maybe its simplicity lah

ok so yeah
my mom got home n i got a bit of a scolding
hahaha
cos i didnt do one house chore
mr dude knows what chore
cos he is so gd at gueessing
dammit.
hehe
n im so paiseh lah..
apesallah telephaty die bagos sgt...

k so aniwae..
today,
i slept alot
n im kinda shock myself
tats the reason why i got scolding sumore
hehe..
i didnt plan to sleep that long wad.
=/

k so..
tmr is gona be a bz bz dae
n im sooo NOT looking forward to it
but i noe i cant sleep lah
as in i cant sleep early tonight
cos i slpt too much in the evening

k so niwae,
gd nite=)

rai~

boo!

2006-01-17T22:24:00.000-08:00

elo bloggy....

im feeling much [X1000000] better.
=D
yeay
no more sad poems haha....

n its all thanks to _______. [you-know-who-you-are]

niwae,
today i got testi
yeay~
dun hav occasion pun dapat testi..haha
thanx mr dude=)

k niwae i da bis kemas rumah..
hoho
took so long
cos parents not home lah
so can take own sweet sour time hehe lame
but aiyoh i stil got kain to lipat...=S
later2 lah..

niwae... its petang oredi
but i haven lunch yet lah
later2 la eat...

o yeah
niwae, yesterday, i went out with maslina
cos she was craving for LJS.
k so...
we met at wdlds then i said go boon lay lah, cos jurong point there got LJS
then we say ok..
then noe wad
we took wrong train!
hahah G-U-N-D-U.
we took the one going to 'marina bay'
haha we oni realize we took wrong train when we were at ang mo kio..
hahaha
laugh like hell sey smlm.

k nvm,
we went somerset ler
the shopping ctr i duno wads the name
but its the one with LJS
very memorable LJS
[the wani thingy... the razmi guy thingy..hahaha]

k so we ate
mas ate so slow
hehe

k den had cookies
blacky n another one...

k den we went esplanade for very short while
to do something lah.

ok den wen nak go home, at the Citylink there,
there was this guy whose reaction was so funny
that me n maslina laughed like hell the moment he turned to face the front
hahaha
i kinda shocked abit lah
but maslina still can mimick the reaction
hahaha
mas so funny lah
witness all those things she not suppose to see haha

then go home lor
=)

aite oklah
i think my stomach da 'sound'
haha
nak hav my lunch
n do all other chores

tata

rai~

poem.agen

2006-01-16T23:28:00.000-08:00

heres a poem.
=)

a flow,
unending doubts,
lingers,
fill my mind.

stares blankly,
still staring,
no answer ,
i could find.

the surface,
the truth beneath,
the lies,
which is which?

tried to listen,
to the heart,
the space inside,
but not reached.

unknown,
to things,
that hurts,
the core, the soul.

the truth,
now,
im still hunting,
has taken its toll.

....

2006-01-16T17:03:00.000-08:00

hi bloggy.

yesterday, i talked to someone.

and that someone said something lah

though i tried to stay strong [nvm if u dun understand], the thing bothers me
keeps me wondering,
n distracts me at work sometimes.

wonder if its true...
or have things chged for the better?

i-dun-noe

n i cant talk to anibody about it
='(

bye

aww...

2006-01-14T20:11:00.000-08:00

this.is.going.to.be.a.colourful.entry.

yesterday was january the 14th.
wee~
noe y i so happy?
gotlah....hehe
oni mr dude noe la haha...

k niwae yesterdae i went out with somebody whom i have missed sooo much.
=)
ok so i met mr dude and he happens to also wear brown.
yeay~
same colour...

ok niwae
we went places...
the usual, but very memorable esplanade walk/talks
n time seems to fly so fast. skejap je dah 10.30pm..hoho
mr dude can like listen to me talk n still ask if i got animore stories to say
hahaha

n yah,
mr dude, i noe lah ur presence makes ALOT of difference
haha cos at some areas,[i cant be more specific, some people may get offended] he will ask ''what if u walk alone here eh...?''
yelah, terimakasih for walking beside me=)

oh yeah
when we went Cavana, met zafirah n sureena
paiseh la haha
but nvm...
after they finish eating, i say boiboi to them

k niwae, the food was not bad
but alot.
then mr dude made a disgusting opinion of what was on my plate
dammit
i didnt eat finish after that haha
cos like his assumption was sort of undeniable, but hey, u cannot assume things man... =/
oh yeah got one time i kick the metal plate on the floor
then mr dude still can ask who make that sound
hahaha...
so gundu, but funny and cute oso la haha

ok at the merlion there,
i had to do something very nerve wracking
very very nerve wrecking for me lah
but ok-lah haha
if mr dude tells anibody, ill kill him
=)

ok niwae
the whole trip was very the 'happy happy joy joy'
hehe
he knows wad i mean lah

but yeah,
they was a setback lah yesterday
but he was lucky
very lucky
n im so jealoused.=(
how i wish things were handled the same way if it happened to me.
surely not la

klah tats all

to mr dude, thanx so much,
sayang awak=).

rai~

=D

2006-01-13T21:19:00.000-08:00

ok so yeay.

i da abis kemas rumah.about 20 mins ago.
so my mom takle cakap ape ape wen i use compy. hehehe...

ok so...
hmm..
kla actually i duno wad to write.

oh yeah
i think i wana spray flower patterns on my dad's car
hehehe
he allowed actually, last yr i ever asked him
but my sister said sumting so cannot
aiyah
i wana paint sumting
hehe
i rindu art ah hahaha
k later i wana ask my dad again

kla
tata bloggy

rai~

headache.

2006-01-12T06:20:00.000-08:00

boo

wee~
i jus came back from orchard with my sister...

ok we jalan jalan for a very short period of time
cos we reach orchard at 8pm gitu

then my sis ask me if i wana eat aniting
then i say 'tak ah='
then she say 'famous amos?=)'
then i say 'nak ah=D'
hehehe.
k so yah we bought double choc chip
whoa favourite
its the black one btw.

then we went to TAKA.
=D

i like the walls at TAKA haha
the escalator part, it is painted.
k so....
we survey guy's shirt
then she bought a black long sleeve as her fren's prezzie
oh the salesgirl was very friendly btw haha

ok basically just now's trip was a 'choose-wad-food-u-want' trip.
cos..
lemme show the rough conv.

sis: k so kau nak ape?
me: huh? give me choice la
sis: k ice cream or air?
me: *hmm ice cream kasi haus*... air ah
sis: ok.. nak gi mane eh
me: kasi choices la *hehe*
sis: coffee bean.. starbucks.. ke gelare?
me: eh! nak gelare! =D
sis: tu ice cream -_-"..
[but TAKA no gelare so..]
....

we jalan jalan
then saw this orang julius [did i get the spelling correct?]booth.
but we didnt buy that.
we bought the one beside it.
my sister bought for me a large blizzard.
it tastes like mr softee but with added crushed kit-kat.
hehe
quite nice tho but it cair very fast

n yah, i was halfway eating my ice cream..
then me sis went ,'' hey kau nak delifrance?''
me.." -_-". takpela..ice cream pun lum finish"

i told u it was 'choose-wad-food-u-want' trip.

ok we also surveyed birthday cakes
she eyeing them to buy for her friend
theres this chocolate one which was so damn cute i tell u
my sis oso say nice haha

k den i followed my sis find her sweatshirt but no have
u2 have but the zip funny haha

k so then we went home.
n im having a headache now cos too much chocolatey stuff for da day.

oklah im tired.
boiboi bloggy

gd nite=)

rai~

boo!

2006-01-12T02:21:00.000-08:00

its raining.

n that is NOTHING NEW.

it has been raining for the past few days.

ok so yeah today ...

i met my bro for a while just now
walk here walk there...
but outside it was raining...-_-"
he kept talking about his soccer thingy... [i think he forget im a girl haha]
oh yah
mentang2 he use proper shoes, sedap je tendang air hujan kat my sluar...
haha i wasnt angry lah, i was laughing cos he didnt realize it. [cheh!] haha
it was accidental la .
but yeah, habis my slua...
ohh, there was an incident at raffles entrance.
haha that one sent me laughing all the way down the escalator
but he didnt laugh la cos it was embarassing for him
hahaha im pretty bad
kla i think thats all for today

oh im going out with my sister to orchard at night
hehe
wee~
but kinda penat though

tata

hai....

2006-01-11T17:26:00.000-08:00

ok hi people.

let me clarify some things here ok

i myself not sure if the results released 29th jan.
cos i only know it from my fren, who sms-ed me that.
n
cos my dad said it was on the news.

n yup yup .. it's CNY.
dun ask me la hahahah
i stakat noe like that nak ckp camane..
i oso cannot bliv fully lah

maybe postpone kepe...
=P
n yah it IS a Sunday
then yesterday i met my friend [otw home], he said his mom said its 27th jan.

argh..
im also confused okay?
hahahaha

nvmlah, korang tgk berita sendiri lah haha

oh. thx for tagging. haha
niwae...
....redred is hu sia? isit mr tresspasser changing nick again?
....to ezzat, pls tell me the rules again, i kinda forget..hoho

DAMN
HDB people coming my house in 1/2 hr
n i gotta kemas everything within that time.
man,
'if tell me earlier kan bagos. ish!

bye

=)

2006-01-10T18:12:00.000-08:00

today is the DAY.

argghhh

im quite scared la.
only.. 2 person knows wad isit.

k maybe three.

khadijah knows la. of course.
then she says 'wah bestnye'
then i said 'woi aku tgh takut ni'

hehe

niwae.. she tgh skolah skrg ni...
bersama-sama ribu-ribu orang yg lain,
PADAN MUKE.
hehe
kidding lah
if given a choice, i want to go sch
it is ok to study n face the tchers though
but it's over yeah

niwae.... Olevel results released in about 2 wks time
can u imagine that?
29TH JANUARY 2006.
today is like 11th. woah.
first nasiyah sms-ed me that
then my dad told me
semorang tahu, im so outdated
like 'so the katak'
u noe.. the peribahase
not katak that person la ok

but seriously, cepat seh
campbridge nye markers tu asal cepat sgt mark?=S
im not ready to see my results lah
not yet
ish i dunwan to imagine my results oso=S

ok
i jus smsed my sis that i borrow her shirt tdae
hehe
takyah nak waste money
stakat one day aja deh.

man im so nervous even before anything
the thought of it je da kasi nervous
ade remedy tak for controlling nervousness? if got, pls tell me.
hehe

oklah.
wish me luck for today

tata bloggy

poem.

2006-01-09T18:07:00.000-08:00

boo!

hehe
it is hari raya haji and im posting a blog entry-_-"

nevermind.

k this poem is done yesterday at like 3 am in the morning after chatting with my friend
he asked me to write a poem on a depressed person left by friends

it was tough.
i never had to go through such situation [and i never want to, i guess]
my friends are most of the time, there for me hehe[thx ppl]
but yeah i just write lor

to Mr Tresspasser, thx for giving me the topic to write on=D

ok ill just paste it here. here goes...

l.e.F.t

silent cries unheard
and never will anybody hear
in solitude with anguish
in depth of thoughts- in fear

again i lay in this dark lonely spot
again cold drops of tears trickle down my cheek
not once, not twice, not of any use to count
i need someone with me, a companion, i seek

why are they with me only to share smiles
only gay moments would they be here
but when i am in misery and i cry
not even one soul linger near

their presence a time ago meant so much for me
but now, their absence means more
they broke their promises, they're not here for me
the pain seeps down to my core

i felt they were my everything once ago
n they said they felt the same way
promises of being there for each other were made
but where are they today?

to face it all alone
with nobody here right beside
i crave for the warmth of my friends
have those promises really died?

done.

toodles.

rai~

2006-01-09T18:05:00.000-08:00

yeay!

2006-01-09T16:15:00.000-08:00

k tdae i met the bitches.
ohh i miss them

itik n parrot
sarah n steph la
as usual, the gothicchic, steph, wore black.
n i wore black too.
but sarah wore blue
why am i even writing this down?.. haha

noe wad, tdae, something good happened!

thx to God who makbulkan my prayers.

n thx to itik who made it possible.

Muacks!!!!!!!!

i noe u also feel like kissing me sarah.
hahaha

rai siow.

k niwaes, cant thank her more.

n thx for the payung too itik.

it was a nice outing.
hope to see them again... wee~

toodles

rai~

?

2006-01-09T10:25:00.000-08:00

ok...

mr dude is, i think sleeping now but nvm he will read this sooner or later niwae.

i am still wondering- how did he guess that thing?

i just wrote '3 months' n he understood specifically what i was referring to

he didnt even need to ask if her was correct

like ... he ape? mr genius?
i noe la he mr understanding.
hahaha

oklah hopes he gets sweet dreams
sweet dreams to all my other friends too

gd night bloggy

rai~

touching.too touching.

2006-01-09T08:35:00.000-08:00

awww...

guess wad show i watched just now?

Puteri Gunung Ledang!

wee~

ok some of u may not like the show...
some of u may say it is
- 'tak logic'
- 'too slow'
- 'boring'
- n all other comments

but

I LOVE IT

haha

maybe cos of its epic theme
n its not that typical modern lovey dovey show
n bcus the hilly surroundings make gd scenery...
n bcus i lyk the costumes
n bcus i lyk sofia jane.. k i duno how to spell the name.
haha

but most of all, it is so touching.

aww.. hehe

kk nasiyah is right. i love the word 'aww'

oklah bloggy

tata

SLAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI TO ALL
may u n ur family be blessed with happiness!=)

rai~

3 months!

2006-01-08T18:04:00.000-08:00

its gona be 3 months!

3 months!

i duno if i shud be happy.

3 months sia...

-_-"

todae.n.yesterday.=)

2006-01-08T04:09:00.000-08:00

hello!

i actually used the comp alot today, as in the earlier part of the day but im just plain lazy to blog hehe...

k lemme talk about yesterday n today

y'day.

i met NASIYAH!
hehe
wee~

i met her at city hall.
and we went sitting outside esplanade cos she said she wanted to talk.
so we sat near the waterfront la
then got ants.
-_-"
k so...
we wanted to find another seat but
crystal clear drops came trickling down from the sky [cheh.. haha!]
it drizzled la.
instead of seeking shelter, we did someting better
we go EAT
hahaha
babs club, u all should be proud of me! hehe
n nasiyah was hungry
she ate her burger very fast. hehehehe.....

k then actually we wanted to go east coast park n talk, where it would be more serene
but then
none of us know how to get there
n taking taxi would be like throwing our money away
cos there is shuttle bus but we duno where it is
so yeah
we went to
boring b-o-r-i-n-g pasir ris park
haha im bad hor since im like gonna.. nvm hehe
been there lotsa times oredy la tats y boring

k so we sat at pasir ris beach
where nas FINALLY talked
haha
i was there listening and altering her bead bracelet [it was loose]
i was multi-tasking la
being a sotong, i accidentally let go of the string
and half the beads camouflaged on the sand... was quite frustrated la
cos realli hard to search back
but nvm i do nas another one

n so... i followed nas back to her house
not for fun though, it is to collect my jacket n slippers haha
k we reached like near 7 so 'nak lepaskan maghrib' before i go home
k so nas n i talk talk
n eat popcorn hehe. that brand nice sia. if i c again i wana buy hehe
so before i know it, it was 9pm
o'oh
nas followed me to the bus stop where i board the bus..
yada yada...

k so actually i must go home oredy but then i cant la
'got sumting la'
so my mom allowed me to stay at nas house for the night

so the next day,
i woke up around 7 plus, siap, took mrt , went home

then dad drove me to sembawang cc to collect my bursary
that was where i met afif haha
we talk la n then walk to the carpark where we went seperate ways
different cars la. hehe

k so thats it for yesterday n todae.=)

hehe to nas, if u are reading this,
:: thx for going out with me
:: ill always remember ,oh, the VOICE that u make.. haha onli we know ay
:: THANX FOR LAUGHING AT ME wen that embarassing thing happened to me, worst, there was a couple bhind us. damn. haha but funny la. wad to do, my sandals macam tu
:: thx for making me hot milo when ' tat thing' strike me last night. haha u were so worried if the milo taste nice
:: thx for the head massage hehe
:: i hope u n ur mom enjoyed the massaging sessions from me too hehe!
:: n sry for finishing ur axe oil in one night =
:: ill do your bracelet in 5 minutes time hehe
:: take care

tata bloggy

=D happy happy joy joy

2006-01-06T19:28:00.000-08:00

To those of you who tagged or commented on the poem entitled 'L.O.V.E.' [in my previous entry.], THX A GAZILLION.

hehe

bcus to tell u the truth, that is i think one of the very few 'positive' love poems i did.
i always do negative ones- heartbreaking ones. i got almost 50 heartbreaking love poems hehe.
[i just tend to write about heartbroken people. duno why]

nah, dun get me wrong, im not experiencing a heartbreak or anything, i just like to express grief rather than happiness[which may not relate to everyone].

so having done a poem from a different perspective, i am glad to receive positive comments.
i am glad if u like it hehe
cos i just kept it simple

the poem 'LOVE', is, as what i have told zul, 'not heavy', just a simple poem
but man, zul, ur lit power sia...u noe there's a deeper meaning. excellent poem analysis=D

n yah thx to
:: nasiyah [who gave me the drive to write about poem in a positive way]
:: mr dude [from the title itself, i noe i have to relate n got inspiration from this guy.hehe]
:: a song [haha... i was listening to the song while writing, if i think correctly]

ok thats all

tata bloggy

rai

poem.

2006-01-06T06:02:00.000-08:00

ok im gonna transfer a poem here.

but its lovey dovey lah.

pls dun laugh hehe...

pls dun have funny impressions of me hahaha
i just like to write
=)
ok.

here goes.

L.O.V.E.

love don't come in a blink of an eye,
or does it disappear like that twinkling star in the sky,
love takes time and it slowly grow,
remains in the heart, it hardly ever go.
love is pure and it makes you smile,
resides in the heart of a man, or even a child,
love can't always be sweet, it can make u cry,
but it may stay strong in you-if u try,
it is a feeling one of a kind,
love is something hard to define.

rai~

wee~

2006-01-05T06:27:00.000-08:00

ok elo bloggy!

it is... 10.26pm!

about two hours after i come back from bugis with mas n her sis just now.

kk let me talk about the outing

at 1.30pm,
i met mas n her sis n her sis fren [whom i duno the name, until the end of the day cos she is very very quiet]
ok den we took mrt to bugis..

ok so we went straight to seiyu!

hehe.

thats where mas's sis got overjoyed upon buying her Levi's jeans
hehe

ok...
so we oso bought some things
haha mas teman me to find the 'thingy'
haha
mas noes wad thingy
oni she noes
hehehe
it was quite funny la
we always find it then always got 'slack'
as in 'too expensive'
then 'too unnoticeable'
den finally we found it at a small small store...hehe

k going out with mas is crazy
but is can read my mind
as in... k she noes wads going on la

then...we were at the bugis st. la....

me: mas, do you see wad i see?
mas: ya..
me: hehe ok
mas: he look like eminem
me: errr
both: hahaha

dun get us wrong
we werent looking at guys, for sure
its just that the thing is too obvious lah
mas noes la

k then mas n me got this joke about he papaya juice
hahaha
i cannot stand that one sia
make me laugh like hell

oh she oso got make joke in kfc
but i forgot wad
but i noe realli funni ah

[btw, the moon is very nice tonight.hehehe i just noticed]

k den wen during balik time, my anotehr fren wanted meet me
i wanted to meet oso
but kan, theres just sumting that tells me dun meet up
then i just tell that person dun meet la
then noe wad
shortly after that, my mom called
ask me to go home fast for some reason la
phew
lucky i didnt go meet that person
hehe

k bloggy i gotta go now

tata

gd night

rai~

hehe

2006-01-04T17:34:00.000-08:00

wee~

im especially happy today[actually yesterday oso]

because..

my parents not at home.. wee~

kla i think my dad go buy newspaper or sumting,
my mom go sis house
so im left in the house ALONE

tat would mean i can take my OWN-SWEET-TIME to kemas or aniting. yeay!

ok today i woke up a little earlier...9 plus
due to a phone call
my house phone lah
ntah siape je call
den wen i finally woke up n answer the call, the person hung up
wth?
i woke up tau to answer tau. cis
then after that i cant sleep back
-_-"

okok

lemme tok about yesterday

haha me n mas chatted on msn then...[ok the conversation sumting like this]

mas: nak makan ice cream ah
me: bole ah. gi skarang ah =D i boring at home la
[then we talk talk then finally mas say....]
mas: eh tak payah lah, pergi besok suda!
me: haha oklah
mas: ok
me: eh but i still wan to go eat ice cream=(
mas: eh, u gatal ah
me: mane ade... *said sumting*
both: HAHAHAHA

k so in the end we meet up at cwp la
like usual

kk...
then...
we...
eat ice cream at Gelare!
happy happy joy joy
hehe
wee~

k mas ate so slow u noe.. haha

k den we talk

me: lembapnye kau makan
mas: eh, ice cream mahal! makan lambat lambat ah
me: -_-"
mas: hahaha

mas is so selambe hehe
aiyah
the ice cream was nice

k den we met up with mas's sis n went home....

ok,
i think i dunwan to walk home alone anymore
dunwan sia
hoho how i wish sumbody was with me yesterday
at least if i was walking with sumone, mayb 'those people' segan abit
cos like near midnight oredy la
then i naturally scared
add with the incident that happen yesterday, which i think a little funny oso,
i tink i dunwan go home alone nimore
next time ask my dad jemput hehe=)

oklah bloggy

boiboi

rai~

=)

2006-01-03T20:27:00.000-08:00

bloggy!

guess wad time i woke up this morning?

guess..

11.57!!!!a.m.

haha near twelve.

never woke up so late before sia.
but nvm.
its bcus i slpt late last night

k actually, last night my parents n my sis n i went to changi airport, at around 12 am
[actualli dis morning la tu]

we went there to sort of hantar my pakcik go haji

so yah my family was like searching for the uncle lah... at the departure place where everybody was there too [other people who wants to go haj]
den dun hav
we waited near an hour....
then u noe wad
skali the pakcik n his family was chilling at the basement where there were less people
chey.
kite aderlah carik.

k so niwae, it was getting late lah... around 1 plus...
then my sis was saying she needs sleep because she got work the next day
so...ok... after we salam2 the sedare all, my sis and i wanted to get back to terminal 2[where my dad park the car]

must use skytrain of course
then guess wad
the skytrain operation hours has ended!
the skytrain service ends at 1.30.am
guess wad tiem we reach the place. 1.33am!
3 minutes late oni.
ape seh.

hai..ok so den my sis n i use the walkway to go terminal 2...
jauh jugak la

k den after a long long walk we reach the carpark
then duduk inside the car lor...

den about half an hour later, my parents came
n we went back home

we reached home around 3 plus a.m.

hehe ok tu jer.

i gotta kemas now.

tata bloggy.

morning.

2006-01-02T15:33:00.000-08:00

hi bloggy

im up so so early todae...7plus
cos my mom woke me up in the morning to tell me some stuff [before she went to my sis house], n after that i cant sleep back

klah i think my friends many dah tahu the news
as in yesterday that bunch knew, i just had to tell lah cos i must hav a gd reason if i were to be absent or late for meetings in the future
n some of my friends are just good at guessing [esp pakcik kpo, u noe hu u r.hahaha. kidding ok]
nvmlah if u all know, ull noe sooner or later aniway

sometimes things dun go
the way we want it to be,
but theres always a silver lining behind every cloud,
one day you'll see.

i hope.
=)

heya

2006-01-02T03:50:00.000-08:00

ok tdae nth much happen
oni got art meeting which was ok
maybe later on this wk i gotta go wedding shops with my fren to survey n tempah cards
not wedding invitation cards, nobody getting married. haha
invitation cards for art exhibition
k i tink tu je ah ari ni

ok...
tomorrow im gona go sumwhere with parents, look at sumthing=)
haha im so secretive , like wad dude said hehe
nvm la, being secretive is better than being kecoh hehe

im confused u noe
part of me wants this thing to end fast...[like.. the sooner the better]
another part of me is not willing enough [like... the sooner the more sad]
=S

poem.hehe

one by one decisions made
little by little shadows fade
slowly inches get erased
then you see theres not even a trace

haha
sure dont understand what my poem about kan
=)

its gonna be very very very fast
i duno if its a gd thing tho
my fren ask me to just think of the gd things n smile
haha
jolly fellow
i dunolah

i told u im confused.

tata bloggy

rai~

slpy

2006-01-01T07:37:00.000-08:00

boo

im quite sleepy

but i cant sleep yet due to certain reasons

my mom is aslp, so i can use comp ehehe

now is... 11.37pm... 1st jan gonna end
kk

lemme tok bout sumting
ok, i got news from my parents a few daes ago,probably wednesday
i was on chilling tau
n the news came up
spoil mood betul.
of cos i cant write the news here, not yet
but aiyoh it is bugging me
nasiyah is happy about the news
so is khadijah
but im not

oh yeah
so far
onli 3 of my friends know about it
nas, khadijah n my another fren
to tell the truth,
im..
45% happy
47% sad
8% confused

aiyoh

but i jus try to tink positive la n imagine all teh gd gd things tat will happen
i wonder if anibody was in my position
i guess nobody has been.

i jus hope i can cope
i jus hope things will be okae
i jus hope i won have to deal with a nervous breakdown=S
i jus hope everything would be fine

gd nite

home sweet home, but not for long.=)

2006-01-01T05:37:00.000-08:00

elo bloggy

im back from my holiday trip to malaysia

i was home around 4.30 jus now afterwhich i kemas stuff n log in comp hehe

so yeah i chatted with some people just now

i miss my friends here la
please say u miss me too
hahahahah
neurotic rai~

k actualli while at kampong, i bought a plain book which acts as a diary
hehe
so lyk sumtimes i wrote in it, but sometimes, i didnt.
ok so here goes..

my holidae trip in kampong.

[written on thursday, around 10 plus]

saturday...

perhaps saturday was okae
my parents and i arrived at kampong around 5 plus, which was rather late because we had to make do with a massive traffic jam.
the jam lasted an hour or so...-_-"

ok so at kampong,
i went to my aunt's house [which is just a stone's throw away from my grandma's house, around 25 m] and met all my girl cousins. wee~
my cousin, siti [sec 1] has stopped working, so i was glad that she could accompany me to places, because my other cousins still had work
at 1am,
i followed kak ina [my 20 plus yr old cousin] to a car workshop to see her damaged car. [due to accident involving a motorcycle]... she was quite devastated to see her car in such state.
it was a little kemek lah.
k so when she drove me to my nenek house around 1plus a.m., the door was locked.
i was locked out.
haha
so i had to sleep at kak ina's house that night.
=)

sunday...

i woke up very late.
err.. cos i slpt late the night before cos my cousin n i talk for hrs
k aniwae
my mom sort of marah me [hehe] n i quickly had to get ready for the wedding
was soo soo soo GLAD siti could follow me to my cousins' wedding
me grandma, mother, siti, me n my dad were happily sitting in the car on the way to the wedding, when sumting else happened
guess wad
the car BROKE DOWN.-_-"
aiyoh
my dad had to wait with his car while the rest of us took a taxi to the wedding
[my dad arrived at the wedding after my uncle helped him with the car]

k so..
the wedding,
it had an 'orange-theme'
the close relatives were wearing orange kebayas
the bride and groom wore orange coloured outfits
the dais was orange
n most importantly,
they served oranges [hehehe lame]

the bride[my cousin],
had her make up done beautifully
looked really sweet
she look somewhat lyk liza hanim, a little

the groom,
i think his outfit didnt match the brides'
hoho

other than tat,
there was a jakun group of soccer guys there
err.. nonsence lah dem.no comments la

at night,
woohoo
i think this night was the nicest
cos...
k
i said i was hungry
then siti said she can ask one of her guy frens to deliver food right to our doorstep
i went lyk ''THAT is service''
heheh jahat
so yah teh guy came right in front of my grandma house n deliver tha food
funny , to me la
but like kesian, lyk kena bully
hehe

then kan
guess wad siti did
she curled my hair for me!
argh ..
haha
i had the rolls on from 10.05-10.45pm
n wen i open them,
whoa
i luv curls!
very different look but oklah=D
we took pics but nah, i dun tink i wanna show tat pic to anione=P
hahaha

my cousin, shasha had her hair done too hehe

oh yeah den we went to my aunt house again
to watch '' king kong''
dun ask me whether its gd or bad
i slpt through it
hahahahaha

mondae...

okae mondae was not bad
my cuzzie called me to tell me to get ready n be at my aunt's house by 3.30pm

k so i went to my aunt house at 3.30 pm
my cousins all lepak in front of tv
not even ready la
wah lau.. haha

k so i oso watch tv with them n tertidur

when they realise i slpt, den they hurried to get ready

hahaha
k so we left the house around 5pm
we went to Alamanda [its a shpping ctr basically]

i didnt buy much
but my money still finish
hahahahaha
i duno y
but at there i keep wanting to munch sumting
so i bought FAMOUS AMOs COOKIES
hehehe
n sushi
n mini cornettos
haha
n some stuff la

ok at carrefour, i had to do sumting
no nid put here
aiyoh 'drop water face' [translate to malay]
hehe

ok den almost all my girl cousins had a haircut
all oso do same hairstyle
same as me! arghhh
hahaha
nehmind lah

k den wen to mcdonalds
man, the guys who serve us there eh... nonsence tau
no nid put here la
aiyoh. no comments

k den went home lah, not exactly home,
oh
i slept at my aunt house again
cos i scared to walk that 25m dark path back to my nenek house at night
bocor rahsia...hehe

tuesday...

my family n siti[who followed me on one condition], went to my aunt's house all teh way in Pahang
quite far
but i like the journey
hilly n lotsa trees n somewhat lyk genting route, quite breezy
then went to 7-11 first, buy some stuff
that was where siti got infatuated by the guy whom she call as 'the handsome 7-11 cashier guy'
i dunolah handsome anot, i oni care about my kit kat hahaha
k so we reach my aunts' house
the house looks big form the outside but when go in, quite small
confusing also
i had trouble finding the toilet at first haha [sotong]

then shasha siti n me walk to a sungai nearby
that was where we met two irritating pri sch kids who act cool
err.. no comments

so then went back to my aunt house

wednesday...

quite boring day
nothing to do
watch tv
eat..
err
read bk?
haha
since when i bkworm ni? hehe
k aniwae, i was sitting at the hall, reading
den i overheard my dad's phone conversation
n my dad n mum discussed about the news in front of me after that
i was kinda 'stoned'
had a shock basically
but i acted as if the news no effect on me la
i was kinda miserable abit
so
i called nasiyah[oni 7 mins, use dad hp], to tell her about it
she was happy la
kla i happy for her=)
but it was a little hard for me

kla i tink i gotta stop here

if anybody wondering why is the title 'home sweet home, but not for long'.. hoho... ull noe very soon ayy;)

='(

2005-12-23T06:20:00.000-08:00

hoho...

man,

somebody just got me touched. argh.

=(

dammit

boohoo

2005-12-23T05:34:00.000-08:00

hai...

i am left wid no choice
i gotta balik kampong tomoro morning

hai...

noe wad,
just now, i tried my luck

i talked to my mom.

ME: mum, if tmr i no need to balik kampong nevermind kan? =D

MOM: *SILENT*

ME: *o'oh...*

den u can guess the rest la
i got a lecture
hai...

ala i will miss the tv shows

i LOVE the 'BABY'S DAY OUT'
aiyah i want to see that show so badly
plus some other malay shows which features so rarely on tv

ala wish i could record them ke...
hoho crap

k i gotta pack la
one kebaya
many many casual shirts
hoho

aiyah really no mood to pack
even my sis not coming
but oklah i got the car back seat all the myself=D
aiyah at least if my sis come, i got companion
at least i wont feel odd alone
cos usualy, if i feel odd at kampong, she oso feel odd haha
now nobody to feel odd with ='(

but wateva it is, still kena go
so yah..
pink kebaya?
purple?
red?

oh red still with my fren hehe
aiyah then pink my mom haven jahti the thingy at the kain
-_-"
hai nehmind later decide..

ala
sad lah..

tata bloggy

hahaha

2005-12-23T02:26:00.000-08:00

boo!

elo bloggy

noe wad,

just now i did sumting to my nephew...

nyahahaha

so damn funny

then my mom saw then she ketawe

but my nephew melalak sia
hahaha
den had a hard time to pujuk la
my mom said she would bantai me, bedek bedek oni
then he stop nangis..
haha

i won forget wad happen jus now..
too bad lah im his aunt
heheh

tata bloggy

...

2005-12-22T02:57:00.000-08:00

poem.
enough said.

every hurtful word u utter,
is like a slit across my wrist,
its heartrending to know,
the pain i feel- wont cease.

undoubtedly i would face it,
but yet silence my agony,
till when would it end?
it is weak-the soul in me.

every phrase that hurts my mind,
keeps repeating, kills me slow,
repeats, very clear still,
they never ever go.

=(

2005-12-21T19:50:00.000-08:00

dear bloggy,

i wana tell u that,
i am stress ni
more to fed-up

of cos i wont put the incident here
but this is not bcus of balik kampong, for sure
n yeah nothing gotta to do with friends

but i came up with a shorty poem lah about it

here goes...

i dun expect the sympathy
nor do i want the praise
im more happy if ure silent
at least u wont utter me words of disgrace

done

aiyoh

2005-12-21T05:14:00.000-08:00

wad for i balik kampong if all my cussins there working?

stakat go my cuz wedding then ill be all alone in the house
ishhh

sorang sorang tau.
big big house
kla got my grandparents n parents.
then fullstop.
??????

boringnyer

ill be lyk sitting in the house doing nothing

at least if my sister there, got lyk at least somebody
my sister , i think only staying for the wedding then go home S'pore to work.
or worst, she tak balik kampong pun.

aiyooh....
dun feel like going lah.
go there nothing oso, cept for wedding la

but sure must go
aiyoh
y cant my parents understand that i WILL BE BORED?
as in, nobody seh
but later if i say i dunwan to ikut, i will be called as 'sombong-to-balik-kampong' by my mom
-_-"
macam-macam la

boiboi bloggy

pics ajer=)

2005-12-20T07:40:00.000-08:00

these are just some photos of me n nas in kl...
haha kinda funny though cos no scenery to take pic with niwae

craving for ice kachang near midnight =S

our nasi lemak breakfast!=)

errr...hotel lobby?

at genting highlands,
the view from our hotel was jus SPLENDID

Afamosa was kinda nice too=)

thx to nasiyah's family for bringing me on the memorable holiday
thx for nasiyah for being my hold-hand-when-jaywalking partner
hehe

tata bloggy